"So it is, but I shall do penance, and when the padre comes again, O my
dear Ana, you alone will not pay for the masses; we can do many things
for good together, you and I. You must come to me to the Mission; you
must! I have had many things to fight alone, Anita, and I never can tell
you what they are. But this new thing we can fight together,
darling--you for your relation and I for my husband and my promise; and,
the saints helping us, we shall win, Anita, and it will all come right;
and thanks to God I came to you this night!"
Her eyes were alight with excitement, her cheeks flushed and burning.
Once or twice she shivered slightly; and Ana, who had been reassured by
the beautiful color so quickly replacing the pallor of the cheeks, grew
all at once apprehensive, as she noticed that the hands of Raquel were
very cold indeed, and that her laugh was nervous, and that her teeth
chattered, and that the words she tried to utter grew indistinct.
"Holy Mary! I have given her a fever," gasped Ana. "That my tongue had
been blistered, before I babbled all that to her! Raquel, for the love
of God don't shake like that, and don't laugh at me! Stop it! The laugh
is the worst of all! Raquel--Raquelita--darling mine!"
But Ana's frenzy of fear was so irresistibly funny, that Raquel
continued to laugh, and the laughter grew louder after the other women
were called in, and helped to undress her and wrap her in blankets to
smother the chill. That night, candles never went out in the house, and
Ana knelt before the altar with prayers to the saints that they might
undo the folly of her tongue. But old Polonia knelt instead by the couch
of Raquel and cursed the American, that he had not died there in Mexico.
In the early dawn Polonia crept unseen to the aquia, and of soft clay
made an image of him, and thrust pins through every vital portion of it,
that there might be no chance left of life in the man it represented;
then, having finished her work, she left it where the sun would dry it,
and crept back to the room and curled up on a rug, and slept the sleep
of the content.
The good holy water she had paid money for had failed. But there are
always two ways. If the saints refuse to help, there is always the devil
left. If the padres did not get more effective holy water, whose fault
was it that poor souls had to seek help elsewhere? She would do penance,
of course, after the man died, and perhaps pay for a mass, and that
would make it all right for everybody, and was so easy! She went to
sleep wondering if he would die from a slow lingering disease, or how it
would be. It was inconvenient that one was not allowed to select the
very way the end must come. But the devil would know what she would like
best,--that the foot of his horse might go down in a gopher-hole and
pitch him on his head just so that the neck would break, quick, like the
snapping of a finger. And no one would ever guess how it had been
brought about!
[Music: _El Sueno_]
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