For whose sake?: A sequel to "Why did he wed her?"Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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For whose sake?: A sequel to "Why did he wed her?"
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Bigamy -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction
She perceived no evasion in this answer. Indeed, the phrase was her own
habitual formula whenever she fully intended to do any certain thing,
“Providence permitting.” She took his words for consent and answered
gleefully:
“That will be something to look forward to during the winter.”
Stuart smiled. Ah! how hard to keep up that cheerful countenance and
light tone when his heart was so heavy and his mind so dark.
They lingered long at the tea table, because Palma was full of life and
of the enjoyment of all life’s blessings, in possession and in
anticipation.
When they arose at last and the table was cleared of the tea service,
and the books and magazines replaced on it, Palma took her workbasket
and Cleve a book, and she sewed at mending gloves, he read aloud “The
Annals of a Quiet Neighborhood.”
The letter on the mantelpiece, confidently believed to be the rent bill,
was not looked at, or even thought of. There it lay, and was fated to
lay, until Monday morning.
The young pair retired at their usual hour; but only Palma slept. The
vulture of anxiety, gnawing at his heart, kept Stuart wide awake.
Sunday dawned clear, bright and beautiful.
The young couple arose and breakfasted and went to church.
They walked all the way, not because Cleve had not a dime to pay car
fare—though he had not—but because Palma never wished to tax the horses
on the Sabbath day except in cases of absolute necessity.
“Because,” she urged, “the merciful command of the Lord provides for the
rest of the beast as well as of the man, and these horses work hard
enough all the week to rest on Sunday.”
And Stuart had always yielded to her scruples in this respect.
The organ was pealing forth a fine voluntary when they entered the
church and took their seats. The music ceased and the service began.
Palma entered into it with all the loving devotion of her heart and
soul. Cleve could not concentrate his thoughts on worship, though he
tried to do so.
After a little while, in due course, the first hymn was given out, and
the first line fell like a trumpet blast, calling the Christian soul to
hope and courage:
“Give to the winds thy fears!
Hope and be undismayed!
God hears thy sighs and sees thy tears,
God shall lift up thy head.”
The words thrilled him, aroused him; all the black shadows of grief,
shame, despair and desperation, which had bowed and cowed his spirit
with the sense of helplessness and humiliation, rolled away as before a
rising sun. It seemed wonderful, miraculous, a memory of divine
intervention that never left him in all his after life. He had always
worshiped God as the supreme ruler of the universe; but never had known
Him as the Heavenly Father. But from this hour he knew, or rather he
felt, that “the God of the universe, the God of the race, was the God of
the individual man,” the giver of life, the giver of heaven, the giver
of the daily bread as well.
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