He wanted to speak rather coldly, but he could not. The sight of his
friend, so lately recovered from a dangerous illness, and even now
evidently suffering from its effects, was too much for him. Every word
of that short speech seemed to bubble up from his heart. Christian,
perhaps even more touched than he, and certainly, by reason of his
recent illness, less able to conceal his feelings, broke into a sob.
“They told me--my father told me, you wouldn’t be,” said he, trying to
laugh. “Said you came up to the house with the intention of punching
my head, but that you relented, and consented to put off the gentle
chastisement until I was on my feet again. Oh, Bram, Bram, for shame!
When you knew I was always a _mauvais sujet_ too, and never pretended
to be anything else!”
“But, Mr. Christian,” began Bram, who felt that he was choking, that
the passions of love for Claire and loyalty to the friend to whom
he owed his rise in life were tearing at his heartstrings, “when a
woman----” Chris interrupted him, placing one rather tremulous hand
lightly on his shoulder.
“My dear boy, d---- the women! Oh, don’t look shocked when I say d----
the women, because I speak from conviction, and a man’s convictions
should be respected, especially when he speaks, as I do, from actual
experience. I say d---- the women; and, moreover, I say that until you
can say d---- the women too, you are incapable of any friendship that
is worthy of the name. There! Now, go home, and ponder those words; for
they are words of wisdom!”
And Chris, giving him a familiar, affectionate push towards the door of
the room he had been about to enter, passed on.
The news of Christian’s return to the office spread quickly, and was
received with great personal satisfaction throughout the works, where
the easy, pleasant manners of the “guv’nor’s” son had made him a
universal favorite. The tidings flew beyond the works, too, for Joan
told Bram that Mr. Biron and his daughter had heard of Christian’s
return, and added that the mention of his name had been received by
Claire in dead, blank silence.
“Poor lass! She looked that queer when she heard it,” said Joan.
Bram, as usual, said nothing. The conflict between his feeling towards
Claire and his feeling towards Christian grew hourly more acute.
“She wouldn’t hear what Mr. Biron had to say,” pursued Joan. “But she
joost oop and went to her room, and Ah saw no more of her till Ah coom
away. But she were that white! Ah wished she’d talk more, or else cry
more; Ah doan’t like them pains as you doan’t hear nothing abaht. They
gnaw, they do! It’d be better for her to go abaht calling folks names,
like Meg!”
But this reference to Meg Tyzack in the same breath with Claire
wounded Bram, who turned away quickly. Surely the life of patient
self-sacrifice she was leading in constant attendance upon her selfish
father was ample atonement for the error into which she had been driven.
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