American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
She knew he meant yes, and kneeling by his bedside, with her face on his
hands, she said the prayer he could not join in audibly, though she was
sure he prayed in his heart; and she wished so much for some one older,
and wiser, and better than herself, to see and talk to him.
“Shall I send for the minister or for Mrs. Baker?” she asked, feeling in
that hour that there was something in the Nazarite woman, fanatical
though she might be, which would answer to the sore need.
But the judge wished neither the clergyman nor Mrs. Baker, then; he
would rather that pure young girl should read to and pray with him, and
he made her understand it, and every day from that time on until the end
came, she sat by him and read, and said the simple prayers of her
childhood, and his as well,—prayers which took him back to his boyhood
and his mother’s knee, and made him sob sometimes like a little child,
as he tried so often to repeat the one word “forgive.” Gradually there
came a more peaceful expression upon his face; his eyes lost that look
of terror and dread, and the muscles about his mouth ceased to twitch so
painfully, but of the change within,—if real change there had been,—he
could not speak; that power was gone forever, and he lay, dead in limb
as a stone, waiting for the end.
Once Rossie said to him, “Do you feel better, Judge Forrest, about
dying. I mean, are you afraid now?”
He looked her steadily in the face and she was sure his quivering lips
said no to her last question. That was the day he died, and the day when
news was received from Everard. He had returned to Louisville from a
journey to Alabama, had found the telegrams, and was hastening home as
fast as possible. Beatrice was better, and able to be again at the
Forrest House, but it was Rossie who took to the dying man the message
from his son. He was lying perfectly quiet, every limb and muscle
composed, and a look of calm restfulness on his face, which lighted
suddenly when Rossie said to him, “We have heard from Mr. Everard; he is
on his way home; he will be here to-night. You are very glad,” she
continued, as she saw the unmistakable joy in his face. “Maybe you will
be able to make him understand what it was you wished to have done, but
if you cannot and I ever find it out, depend upon it I will do it, sure.
You can trust me.”
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