American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
He had made up his mind, and neither Bee nor any one else could change
it. That woman, coquetting so heartlessly with another man, and talking
thus of him, should never even be asked to share his poverty, as he had
intended doing. He would never voluntarily go into her presence again.
He would return to Rothsay, tell his story to Bee and see what he could
do to help Rossie, and then go to work like a dog for money with which
to keep the woman quiet. And when the day came, as come it must, that
his secret was known, there should be a separation, for live with her a
single hour he would not. This was his decision, and he only waited for
the train to stop in order to escape from her hateful presence. But it
was an express and went speeding on, while the two in front of him kept
up their conversation, which turned at last on Rosamond, the doctor
asking “if she still lived at the Forrest House.”
Josephine supposed so, though she had heard nothing of her lately, and
Dr. Matthewson asked next what disposition she intended to make of her
when she was mistress of Forrest House.
“That depends,” Josephine replied, with her favorite shrug; “if there is
nothing objectionable in her she can stay; if she proves troublesome,
she will go.”
Oh, how Everard longed to shriek out that the girl who, if she proved
troublesome, was to go from Forrest House, was the mistress there, with
a right to dictate as to who would go or stay; but that would be to
betray himself; so he kept quiet, while Josey, growing tired and sleepy,
began to nod her golden head, which drooped lower and lower, until it
rested on the shoulder of Dr. Matthewson, whose arm encircled the
sleeping girl and adjusted the shawl about her, for it was growing cold
and damp in the car.
Just then they stopped at a way station, and, taking his valise, Everard
left the train, which after a moment went whirling on, leaving him
standing on the platform alone in the November darkness.
There was a little hotel near by, where he passed a few hours, until the
train, bound for Albany, came along, and carried him swiftly back in the
direction of home and Rossie, of whom he thought many times, seeing her
as she looked standing before him with that sweet pleading expression on
her face, and that musical ring in her voice, as she asked to be his
wife. How her eyes haunted him,—those brilliant black eyes, so full of
truth, and womanly softness and delicacy. He could see them now as they
had confronted him, fearlessly, innocently, at first, but changing in
their expression as the sense of what she had done began to dawn upon
her, bringing the blushes of shame to her tear-stained face.
“Dear little Rossie!” he thought; “if I were free, I believe I’d say
yes,—not for the money, but for all she will be when she gets older.”
And then there crept over him again that undefinable sense of something
lost which he had felt when Rossie said to him, “I would not marry you
now for a thousand times the money.”
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