American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
Mrs. Morton was sure of that. During the few days she had known Miss
Belknap she had received from her too many kindnesses to think of her as
other than a friend, and one to be trusted. At first, she had looked a
little suspiciously upon the elegant woman who had been Theo’s first
choice, and who was so unlike herself, and she had more than once
thought, “How could he have chosen me after knowing her?” She did not
say “love me,” for she had been morally sure that when she became
Theodore Morton’s wife there was not much love on his side at least. She
had loved him for years, and been picked out for his wife since she was
a little girl. His father and grandfather had been clergymen, and he had
been her father’s pupil when the Rev. Mr. Brown taught a small school
for boys, by way of ekeing out his salary. Theo had said then he meant
to be a missionary, and she had said she meant to be one, too, and wise
ones predicted that they might go together. But the young man wandered
very far away from quiet Bronson, and its staid, old-fashioned people,
and went to Europe, and fell in with Bee Belknap, and forgot the plain,
angular Mary Brown, in the home under the apple trees, who had mended
his clothes, and studied Latin and Greek, and talked enthusiastically of
a missionary’s life as the happiest and best a man could choose. He had
never quite believed it possible that a bright, gay creature like Bee,
with hundreds of thousands at her command, would go with him to those
islands in the far-off Pacific, but he nevertheless asked her the
question, and her answer, given tearfully and sadly, and rather as a
refusal of the Feejees than of himself, scattered the sweetest dream of
his life, and with a new-made grave in his heart he went back to Bronson
on a matter of business he had with Mr. Brown. That he should take a
wife with him seemed a necessity, and as Mary was ready, and more than
willing, and he cared little now who it was, so that she was good and
true and pure, he married her with no love in his heart for her, only a
great respect, and a registered vow that she should receive from him
everything but love, and if it were possible, should never feel the
absence of that. And she had not, for he had kept his vow religiously,
and only when he gave the name to Trixey had she experienced a little
prick of jealousy, and felt curious with regard to the original
Beatrice. If he did not choose to tell her of the lady she would not
ask, and so knew nothing till she met her in New York, and was dazzled
and bewildered, and troubled, and a very little annoyed at first, and
finally won by the sparkling, brilliant woman who had done so much for
her, and who now stood offering to take Trixey off her hands and save
her from Mrs. Hayden. She knew she could trust her, and that Trix would
be safe with her, but she shrank from parting with the helpful, motherly
child, who did so much for her and the baby, and she hesitated in her
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