American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“I know it is all for me,” she wrote, “and I felt like crying when she
was talking about you. I am so glad she told me, for it has made me
resolve to be worthy of you and the position I am one day to fill as
your wife. When will that be, Everard? Must we wait forever? Sometimes I
get desperate, and am tempted to start at once for Rothsay, and, facing
your father, tell him the truth, and brave the storm which I suppose
would follow. But then I know you would be angry at such a proceeding,
and so I give it up, and go on waiting patiently, for I do wish to
please you, and am glad this Miss Belknap is here, as I am sure of her
friendship when the time of trial comes. She is very sweet and lovely,
and I wonder you did not prefer her to your unworthy but loving Josey.”
Beatrice also wrote to Everard that day, and told him where she was, and
why, and said of Josephine, “there must be good in her, or she could not
seem so sweet, and amiable, and affectionate. A little vain she may be,
and fond of attention, and why not? She cannot look in the glass and not
know how beautiful she is. And her voice is so soft, and low, and
musical, and her manners so lady-like. You see I am more than half in
love with her, and I am quite disposed to advise a recognition on your
part of her claim upon you. Of course I shall not betray you. That is
not my business here. I came to see what this girl is, whose life is
joined with yours. I find her quite up to the average of women, and
think it your safer course to acknowledge her, and not leave her subject
to the temptations which must necessarily beset a pretty woman like her,
in the shape of admiration and attention from every marriageable man in
town. It is your safer way, Everard, for remember there is a bar between
you and any other face which may look to you inexpressibly fair and
sweet, and all the sweeter and fairer because possession is impossible.”
These letters reached Everard the same evening, and he found them in his
office on his return from the Forrest House, where he had sat with
Rossie an hour on the piazza, with the moonlight falling on her face and
softening the brilliancy of her great black eyes. How beautiful those
eyes were to him now, and how modestly and confidingly they looked up
occasionally in his face, and drooped beneath the long lashes which
rested on the fair cheeks. She was so sweet and loving, this pure, fresh
young girl; and her face and eyes haunted Everard all the way down the
avenue and the long street to his office, where he found his
letters,—one from Beatrice, one from Josephine, and this last he saw
first, recoiling from it as from a serpent’s touch, and remembering with
a bitter pain the face seen in the moonlight, and the pressure of the
hand he had held in his at parting. Then he took Bee’s letter, and
turned it over, and saw it was postmarked at Holburton, and with a start
of fear and apprehension tore it open and read it eagerly.
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