American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“Why, I used actually to be half jealous of the Rossie Everard was
always talking about,” she said, referring to the past as easily and
naturally as if no cloud had ever darkened her horizon, or come between
her and the Everard who had talked so much of Rossie.
When Josephine first entered the room Rossie was very pale, but at this
allusion to herself and Everard there came a flush to her cheeks and a
light to her eye which made Josephine change her mind with regard to her
personal appearance.
“Nobody can ever call her a beauty,” she had said to herself at first,
but as the interview progressed, and Rossie grew interested and earnest,
Josephine looked wonderingly at her glowing face and large black eyes,
which flashed and shone like stars, and almost bewildered and confused
her with their brightness, and the way they had of looking straight at
her, as if to read her inmost thoughts.
It was impossible to suspect Rossie of acting or saying anything she did
not mean, for her face was like a clear, faithful mirror, and after a
little Josephine began to grow ill at ease in her presence. The bright
black eyes troubled her a little when fixed so earnestly upon her, and
she found herself wondering if they could penetrate her inmost thoughts,
and see just what she was. It was a singular effect which Rossie had
upon this woman, whose character was one web of falsehoods and deceit,
and who, in the presence of so much purity and innocence, and apparent
trust in everybody, was conscious of some new impulse within her,
prompting her to a better and sincerer life. Wondering how much Rossie
knew of her antecedents, she suddenly burst out with:
“Miss Hastings, or Rossie,—I so much wish you’d let me call you by the
name I have heard so often. I want to tell you at once how I have hated
myself for taking that money, the price of your lovely hair, and letting
you believe I was a dreadful gambler, seeking Everard’s ruin.”
She had her hand on the “lovely hair,” and was passing her white fingers
through it and letting it fall in curling masses about Rossie’s neck and
shoulders, as she went on:
“It was such a funny mistake you made with regard to me, and it was
wrong in me to take the money. I would not do it now; but we were so
poor, and I needed it so much, and Everard could not get it. Has he told
you all about those times, I wonder, when we were first married, and he
did love me a little.”
“He has told me a good deal,” was Rossie’s straightforward answer; and
sitting down upon a stool in front of her Josey assumed the attitude and
manner of a child as she went on to speak of the past, and to beg Rossie
to think as leniently of her as possible.
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