American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
But to this appeal no answer came from the far-off grave across the sea,
though the hands still seemed beckoning with a never-tiring persistence
which moved and troubled him greatly. Had he been at all tainted with
spiritualism as it exists in modern times, he might perhaps have sought
through mediums to know what his love would tell him, but he was free
from superstitions of all kind, except this one, that Rossie was calling
to him, and that ere long it would be granted him to join her in the
world beyond. And to this end he tried to make himself ready, praying
earnestly as he never prayed before that God would lead him to himself
in any path he chose, so that it conducted him at last to Heaven, where
Rossie was. Well he knew that if he would find that rest, all sinful
affections must be overcome, and he be made humble and submissive as a
little child. At first, however, it was very hard to be submissive and
humble, and harder still not to hate the man who had blasted his whole
life, and who seemed to be riding triumphantly in the high and pleasant
roads of success. But gradually the hardness began to give way as the
new life within him became clearer and brighter, and though he could not
bring himself to like the doctor or find pleasure in his society, he
could endure his presence, and no longer crossed the street to avoid
meeting him if he saw him coming in the distance, and that was about all
the progress he could make with him. He distrusted and disliked him, and
never on any occasion went near the Forrest House, which, as the summer
advanced, the doctor filled with his friends from New York, men of his
own class, who were as unlike Everard as he was unlike his former self
when he rebelled hotly against his fate and blamed the Almighty for
having dealt so hardly with him. He did not feel that way now, and every
Sunday found him an occupant of his father’s old pew, where Rossie used
to sit, and where he now knelt and prayed earnestly for grace to bear
whatever might be in store for him, feeling, it is true, that nothing
worse could happen to him than had already happened,—the loss of Rossie
and the loss of his estate.
From Josephine he seldom heard. She was still in Indianapolis with her
friends, but she did not write him often, and never asked for money.
He had sent her a Rothsay paper which had in it a column and a half of
matter concerning the disposition of the Forrest property, and the new
proprietor, but she had made no comment. That she could not live at the
Forrest House he knew, and that she would not return to Rothsay he
devoutly hoped, and so he grew more quiet and contented each day, though
there was ever with him a sense of bitter pain and a constant thought of
the grave across the sea where Rossie was buried.
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