American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
“How I hate this life,—planning how to get your bread and butter,—and
how glad I shall be when I am out of it; but I mean to be patient and
bear it, knowing what happiness there is in the future for me. When
shall I see you, I wonder? Will you not come as soon as you are able
to travel and spend the remainder of your vacation with me? You will
at least stop here on the way to Amherst, and for that time I live.
“Lovingly yours, JOE.”
It would be impossible to describe the nature of Everard’s feelings as
he read this letter, which seemed to him coarse, and selfish, and
heartless in the extreme. Couldn’t Josephine, understand such a
character as Rossie’s, or appreciate the noble thing she had done? Could
she only see in it a pretext for laughing till “she split her sides,”
and was it a nice thing in her to tell Dr. Matthewson of the letter, and
even show it to him, making him roll on the grass, and _roar_ and _kick_
in her presence? Had she no delicacy or refinement, to allow such a
thing? Would any man dare do that with Bee or even Rossie, child though
she was? Was Josey devoid of that womanly dignity which puts a man
always on his best behavior? He feared she was, he said sadly to
himself, as he recalled the free and easy manner he had always assumed
with her. How many times had he sat with his feet higher than his head,
and smoked directly in her face, or stretching himself full length upon
the grass while she sat beside him, laid his head in her lap and talked
such slang as he would blush to have Rossie hear; and she had laughed,
and jested, and allowed it all, or at the most reproved him by asking if
he were not ashamed of himself. Josey was _not_ modest and womanly, like
his mother, and Bee, and Rosamond. She was not like them at all, and for
a moment there swept over the young man such a feeling of revulsion and
disgust that his whole being rose up against the position in which he
was placed, and from his inmost soul he cried out, “I cannot have it
so!”
He had sown the wind, and he was beginning to reap the whirlwind; and it
was a very nervous, feverish patient which Rossie found when she came
back to him, bringing the paper he was to sign, and which was to keep
him straight. She called it a pledge, and it read:
“I hereby solemnly promise never to drink a drop of liquor, never to
smoke a pipe or cigar, never to race with fast horses, never to play
cards or any other game for money, never to bet, and to have just as
little to do with Joe Fleming as I possibly can.
“Signed by me, at the Forrest House, this —— day of August, 18—.”
“There!” Rossie said, as she read it to him, and offered him the pen;
“you’ll sign that and then be very safe.”
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