American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
Josephine knew that he could, too, but she had faith in Everard. He
would not bring this publicity upon himself and her; but his father was
quite another sort of person. She was afraid of him, and of what he
might do if roused to action as a knowledge of the marriage would rouse
him. He must not know of it at present, and though she had intended to
make Everard acknowledge her as soon as he was graduated and settled at
home she changed her mind suddenly, and was almost as anxious to keep
the secret as Everard himself.
“I am greatly obliged to your father for his opinion of me,” she said,
when she could command herself to speak. “He is the first man I ever
failed to please when I really tried to do so, and I did try hard to
make an impression, but it was all a waste of words; he is drier and
stiffer than an old powder-horn. I don’t like your father, Everard, and
I am free to say so, though, of course, I mean no blame to you. I am
glad I have met him, for I understand the situation perfectly, and know
just how you shrink from letting him know our secret. I hoped that you
would take me home as soon as you were settled at your law studies in
your father’s office, but I am convinced that to announce your marriage
with me at present would be disastrous to your future; so we must wait
still longer, hoping that something will _turn up_.”
She spoke very cheerfully, and her hand was on Everard’s, and her eyes
were wearing their sweetest expression as she added:
“But you _will_ write to me often, won’t you, and try to love me again
as you did before that night, which I wish had never been for your sake,
because I know you are sorry.”
He did not say he was not; he did not say anything, but the shadow
lifted from his face, and his heart gave a great bound when he heard
from her own lips that she should not urge her claim upon him at once.
He had feared this with such fear as a freed slave has of a return to
his chains, and now that he was to have a little longer respite, he felt
so happy and grateful withal that when she said to him:
“I wish you’d kiss me once for the sake of the old time;” he stooped and
kissed her twice, and let her golden head rest against his bosom, where
she laid it for a moment, but he felt no throb of love for this woman
who was his wife. That was dead, and he could not rekindle it, but he
could be kind to her, and do his duty to her, and he talked with her of
his future, and said he meant to go to work at something at once, and
hoped to become a regular contributor to a magazine which paid well, and
he seemed so bright and cheerful that Josey flattered herself that she
had touched him again. Nothing could have been farther from the truth,
though he was very polite to her and went with her to the station, where
she was immediately surrounded by a bevy of students who were there also
to take the train, and who, in their eagerness to serve her, left
Everard far in the background.
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