American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Popular literature
Everard knew that Bee meant what she said, and that her influence was
worth more than that of the whole town, and if he could have felt any
love or even desire for Josephine, it would have seemed easy to
acknowledge his marriage, with Bee’s hopeful words in his ear and Bee’s
strong nature to back him, but he did not. He had no love, no desire for
her; he was happier away from her, happier to live his present life with
Beatrice and Rossie; and, besides that, he could not bring her home; his
father would never permit it, and would probably turn him from the door
if he knew of the alliance. This Bee did not know, but he told her of
the great aversion his father had conceived for the girl whom he
stigmatized as the yellow-haired hussy from Massachusetts, “and after
that, do you think I can tell him?” he asked.
“It will be hard, I know,” Beatrice replied, “but it seems your only
course, if he insists upon your marrying me.”
“But if I tell him you refused me, it may make a difference, and things
can go on as they are until I get my profession,” Everard pleaded, with
a shrinking which he knew was cowardly from all which the telling his
father might involve.
“Even then you are but putting off the evil day, and a thing concealed
grows worse as time goes on,” Bee said. “You must confess it some time,
and why not do it now. At the most your father can but turn you from his
door, and if he does that take your wife and go somewhere else. You are
young, and the world is all before you, and if there is any true
womanhood in Josephine, it will assert itself when she knows all you
have lost for her. She will grow to your standard. She has a sweet,
childish face, and must have a loving, affectionate nature. Give her a
chance, Everard, to show what she is.”
This giving her a chance was just what Everard dreaded the most. So long
as his life with Josephine was in the future, he could be tolerably
content, and even happy, but when it looked him square in the face, as
something which must be met, he shrank from meeting it.
“Oh, I cannot do that, at least, not yet,” he said. “It will hamper me
so in my studies. I cannot tell father, and bear the storm sure to
follow. Josephine must stay where she is till I see what I can do.”
“But is that best for her?” Beatrice asked. “What sort of a woman is her
mother? She may be a lady, and still be very poor. What is she,
Everard?”
He had refrained from speaking of Josephine’s antecedents to Beatrice.
He would rather she should not know all he knew of the family. It would
be kinder to Josephine to spare her so much; but when Beatrice appealed
to him with regard to the mother, he told just who Mrs. Fleming was.
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