It was not of the books that Peter was thinking this morning. He sat
at a little desk in one dark corner under one of the gas-jets, and Herr
Gottfried, huddled up as usual, with his hair sticking out above the
desk like a mop, sat under the other; an old brass clock, perched on a
heap of books, ticked away the minutes. Otherwise there was silence save
when a customer entered, bringing with him a trail of fog, or some one
who was not a customer passed solemnly, seriously through to the rooms
beyond. The shop was, of course, full of fog, and the books seemed to
form into lines and rows and curves in and out amongst the shelves of
their own accord.
Peter meanwhile was most intently thinking. He knew as though he had
seen it written down in large black letters in front of him, that a
period was shortly to be put to his present occupation, but he could not
have said how it was that he knew. The finishing of his book left the
way clear for a number of things to attack his mind. Here in this misty
shop he was beset with questions. Why was he here at all? Had he during
these seven years been of such value, that the shop could not get on
without him?... To that second question he must certainly answer, no.
Why then had Mr. Zanti kept him all this time? Surely because Mr. Zanti
was fond of him. Yes, that undoubtedly was a part of the reason. The
relationship, all this time, had grown very strong and it was only now,
when he set himself seriously to think about it, that he realised how
glad he always was when Mr. Zanti returned from his travels and how
happy he had been when it had been possible for them to spend an
afternoon together. Yes, Mr. Zanti was attached to him; he had often
said that he looked upon him as a son, and sometimes it seemed to Peter
that the strange man was about to make some declaration, something that
would clear the air, and explain the world--but he never did.
Peter had discovered strangely little about him. He knew now that Mr.
Zanti's connection with the bookshop was of the very slenderest, that
that was indeed entirely Herr Gottfried's affair, and that it was used
by the large and smiling gentleman as a cloak and a covering. As a cloak
and a covering to what? Well, at any rate, to some large and complicated
game that a great number of gentlemen were engaged in playing. Peter
knew a good many of them now by sight--untidy, dirty, many, foreigners
most, all it seemed to Peter, with an air of attempting something that
they could never hope to accomplish. Anything that they might do he was
quite sure that they would bungle and, with the hearts of children, the
dirty tatters of foreign countries, and the imaginations of exuberant
story-tellers, he could see them go, ignorantly, to dreadful
catastrophes.
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