Bobby, as he saw his friend, broad-shouldered, swinging along, pass down
the street with the orange lamps throwing chains of light about him, was
confronted again by that old elusive spirit that he had known so well at
school. Peter liked him, Peter was glad to see him again, but there were
so many other Peters, so many doors closed against intruders.... Bobby
would always, to the end, be for Peter, outside these doors. He knew it
quite certainly, a little sadly, as he climbed on to his bus. What was
there about Peter? Something hard, fierce, wildly hostile ... a devil, a
God. Something that Bobby going quietly home to his comfortable dinner,
might watch and guard and even love but something that he could never
share.
Now, in the cool and quiet of the Chelsea Embankment as he walked to his
door, Bobby sighed a little because life was so comfortable.
CHAPTER IV
A LITTLE DUST
I
That night Peter had one of his old dreams. In all the seven years that
he had been in London the visions that had so often made his nights
at Scaw House terrible had never come to him. Now, after so long an
interval they returned.
He thought that he was once more back on the sea-road above Treliss,
that the wind was blowing in a tempest and that the sea below him was
foaming on to the rocks. He could see those rocks like sharp black
teeth, stretching up to him--a grey sky was above his head and to his
right stretched the grey and undulating moor.
Round the bend of the road, beyond the point that he could see, he
thought that Clare Rossiter was waiting for him. He must get there
before it struck eleven or something terrible would happen to him. Only
a few minutes remained to him, and only a little stretch of the thin
white road, but two things prevented his progress; first, the wind blew
so fiercely in his face that it drove him back and for every step that
he took forward, although his head was bent and his teeth set, he seemed
to lose two. Also, across the moor voices cried to him and they seemed
to him like the voices of Stephen and Bobby Galleon, and they were
pleading to him to stop; he paused to listen but the cries mingled
softly with the wind and he could hear bells from the town below the
road begin to strike eleven. The sweat was pouring from him--she was
waiting for him, and if he did not reach her all would be lost. He would
never see her again; he began to cry, to beat against the wind with his
hands. The voices grew louder, the wind more vehement, the jagged edges
of the rocks sharper in their outline; the bells were still striking,
but as, at last, breathless, a sharp terror at his heart, he turned the
corner there fell suddenly a silence. At last he was there--only a few
trees blowing a little, a little white dust curling over the road, as
though there had been no rain, and then suddenly the laughing face of
Cards, no longer now a boy, but a man, more handsome than ever, laughing
at him as he battled round the corner.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account