Peter frowned at him. “You ought to have been asleep long ago,” he
said. He wished the boy hadn't got his hair tousled in that absurdly
fascinating way and that his cheeks weren't flushed so beautiful a
red--also his nightgown had lost a button at the top and showed a very
white little neck. Peter blinked his eyes--“Look here, kid, you must go
to sleep right away at once. What do you want?”
“It's that lion--the one the lady had--I want it.”
“You can't have it--the lady's got it.”
“Well--take me to see them--the real ones--there are lots somewhere
Mother says.” Robin inserted his very small hand into Peter's large one.
“All right, one day--we'll go to the 'Zoo.”
Robin sighed with satisfaction--he lay down and murmured sleepily to
himself, “I love Mister Peter and lions and Mother and God,” and was
suddenly asleep.
Peter bent down over the cot and kissed him. He felt miserably wretched.
He had known nothing like it since that day when he had said good-bye to
his mother. He wondered that he could ever have felt any exultation;
he wondered that writing and glory and ambition could ever have seemed
worth anything to him at all. Could he have had his prayer granted he
would have prayed that he might always stay in Brockett's, always
have these same friends, watch over Robin as he grew up, talk to Norah
Monogue--and then all the others ... and Mr. Zanti. He felt fourteen
years old ... more miserable than he had ever been.
He kissed Robin again--then he went down to find Mrs. Brockett.
Here, too, he was faced with an unexpected difficulty. The good lady,
listening to him sternly in her grim little sitting-room, refused to
hear of his departure. She sat upright in her stiff chair, her thin
black dress in folds about her, the gas-light shining on her neatly
parted hair.
“You see, Mrs. Brockett,” he explained to her, “I'm no longer in the
same position. I can't be sure of my two pounds a week any more and so
it wouldn't be right for me to live in a place like this.”
“If it's expense that you're thinking about,” she answered him grimly,
“you're perfectly welcome to stay on here and pay me when you can. I'm
sure that one day with so clever a young man--”
“That's awfully good of you, Mrs. Brockett, but of course I couldn't
hear of anything like that.” For the third time that evening he had to
fight against a disposition to blow his nose and be absurd. They were,
both of them, increasingly grim with every word that they spoke and any
outside observer would have supposed that they were the deadliest of
enemies.
“Of course,” she began again, “there's a room that I could let you have
at the back of the house that's only four shillings a week and really
you'd be doing me a kindness in taking it off my hands. I'm sure--”
“No, there's more in it than that,” he answered. “I've got to go
away--right away. It's time I had a change of scene. It's good for me to
get along a bit by myself. You've all been too kind to me, spoilt me--”
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