And sitting there on the bed with Stephen beside him he felt immensely
confident. There was nothing that he could not do. With one swift
movement he seemed to have flung from him all the things that were
beginning to crowd in between him and his work. He must never, never
allow that to happen again--how could one ever be expected to work if
one were always thinking of other people, interested in them and their
doings, involved with anarchists and bombs and romantic adventures. Why
here he was with nothing in the world to hold him or to interfere and no
one except dear old Stephen with whom he must talk. Ambition crept very
close to him that night--ambition with its glittering, shining rewards,
its music and colours--close to him as he sat in that bare, naked room.
“I'd rather be with you than any one in the world--we'll have such
times, you and I.”
Perhaps Stephen knew more about the world; perhaps during the years that
he had been tumbled and knocked about he had realised that the world was
no easy nut to crack and that loaves and fishes don't come to the hungry
for the asking. But Peter that night was to be appalled by nothing.
They sat up into the early morning, talking. The noises in the house and
in the streets about them rose and fell. Some distant cry would climb
into the silence and draw from it other cries set like notes of music to
tumble back into a common scheme together.
“Steve, tell me about Zanti. Is he really a scoundrel?”
“A scoundrel? No, poor feller. Why, Mr. Peter, you ought to know better
than that. 'E ain't got a spark of malice in him but 'e's always after
adventure. 'E knows all the queer people in Europe--and more'n Europe
too. There's nothin' 'e don't put 'is nose into in a clumsy, childish
way but always, you understand, Mr. Peter, because 'e's after 'is
romantic fancies. It was when 'e was after gold down in Cornwall--some
old treasure story--that I came across 'im and 'e was kind to me.... 'E
was a kind-'earted man, Mr. Zanti, and never meant 'arm to a soul. And
'e's very fond of you, Mr. Peter.”
“Yes, I know.” Peter was vaguely troubled. “I hope I haven't been unkind
about him. I suppose it was the shock of the whole thing. But it was
time I went anyway. But tell me, Stephen, what you've been doing all
these years. And why you let me be all that time without seeing you--”
“Well, Mr. Peter, I didn't think it would be good for you--I was knowing
lots o' strange people time and again and then you might have been mixed
up with me. I'm safe enough now, I'm thinking, and I'd have been safe
enough all the time the way Cornwall was then and every one sympathising
with me--”
“But what have you been doing all the time?”
“I was in America a bit and there are few things I haven't worked at
in my time--always waiting for 'er to come--and she will come some
time--it's only patience that's wanted.”
“Have you ever heard from her?”
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