But the lady had paid very little attention. “Men are beasts, beasts,”
she said, scowling at a gap in the side of her boots, “beasts, that's
what they are. 'Aven't 'ad any luck the last few nights. Suppose I'm
losin' my looks sittin' out 'ere in the mud and rain. There was a time,
young feller, my lad, when I 'ad my carriage, not 'arf!” She spat in
front of her--“'E was a good sort, 'e was--give me no end of a time
... but the lot of men I've been meetin' lately ain't fit to be called
men--they ain't--mean devils--leavin' me like this, curse 'em!” She
coughed. The sun had set now and the lights were coming out, like glass
beads on a string on the other side of the river. “Stoppin' out all
night, ducky? Stayin' 'ere? 'Cause I got a bit of a cough!--disturbs
fellers a bit ... last feller said as 'ow 'e couldn't get a bit o' sleep
because of it--damned rot I call it. 'Owever it isn't out of doors you
ought to be sittin', chucky. Feelin' bad?”
Peter looked at her out of his half-closed eyes.
“I can't bother any more,” he said to her sleepily. “They're so
cruel--they won't let me go to sleep. I've got a pain here--in my chest
you know. Have you got a pain in your chest?”
“My leg's sore,” she answered, “where a chap kicked me last week--just
because--oh well,” she paused modestly and spat again--“It's comin' on
cold.”
A cold little wind was coming up the river, ruffling the tips of the
trees and turning the leaves of the plane-trees back as though it wanted
to clean the other sides of them.
Peter got up unsteadily. “I'm going home to sleep,” he said, “I'm
dreadfully tired. Good-night.”
“So long, chucky,” the lady with the damaged feather said to him.
He left her eyeing discontentedly the hole in her boot and trying to
fasten, with confused fingers, the buttons of the red blouse.
Peter mechanically, as one walking in a dream, crept into an omnibus.
Mechanically he left it and mechanically climbed the stairs of the house
in Bucket Lane. There were two fixed thoughts in his brain--one was that
no one in the world had ever before been as thirsty as he was, and that
he would willingly commit murder or any violence if thereby he might
obtain drink, and the other thought was that Stephen was his enemy, that
he hated Stephen because Stephen never left him alone and would not
let him sleep--also in the back of his mind distantly, as though it
concerned some one else, that he was very unhappy....
Stephen was sitting on one of the beds, looking in front of him. Peter
moved forward heavily and sat on the other bed. They looked at one
another.
“No luck,” said Stephen, “Armstrong's hadn't room for a man. Ricroft
wouldn't see me. Peter, I'm thinking we'll have to take to the roads--”
Peter made no answer.
“Yer not lookin' a bit well, lad. I doubt if yer can stand much more of
it.”
Peter looked across at him sullenly.
“Why can't you leave me alone?” he said. “You're always worrying--”
A slow flush mounted into Stephen's cheeks but he said nothing.
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