He stepped, at first timidly, into literary London. It was, at first
sight, alarming enough because it seemed to consist, so largely and so
stridently, of the opposite sex. Bobby would have had Peter avoid it
altogether. “There are some young idiots,” he said, “who go about to
these literary tea-parties. They've just written a line or two somewhere
or other, and they go curving and bending all over the place. Young Tony
Gale and young Robin Trojan and my young ass of a brother ... don't
want you to join that lot, Peter, my boy. The women like to have 'em of
course, they're useful for handing the cake about but that's all there
is to it ... keep out of it.”
But Peter had not had so many friends during the early part of his life
that he could afford to do without possible ones now. He wanted indeed
just as many as he could grasp. The comfort and happiness of his life
with Bobby, the success of the book, the opening of a career in front
of him, these things had made of him another creature. He had grown ten
years younger; his cheeks were bright, his eye clear, his step buoyant.
He moved now as though he loved his fellow creatures. One felt, on his
entrance into a room, that the air was clearer, and that one was in
the company of a human being who found the world, quite honestly and
naturally, a delightful place. This was the first effect that success
had upon Peter.
And indeed they met him--all of them--with open arms. They saw in him
that burning flame that those who have been for the first time admitted
into the freemasonry of their Art must ever show. Afterwards he would
be accustomed to that country, would know its roads and hills and cities
and would be perhaps disappointed that they were neither as holy nor as
eternal as he had once imagined them to be--now he stood on the hill's
edge and looked down into a golden landscape whose bounds he could not
discern. But they met him too on the personal side. The fact that he
had been found starving in a London garret was of itself a wonderful
thing--then he had in his manner a rough, awkward charm that flattered
them with his youth and inexperience. He was impetuous and confidential
and then suddenly reserved and constrained. But, above it all, it was
evident that he wanted friendliness and good fellowship. He took every
one at the value that they offered to him. He first encouraged them
to be at their most human and then convinced them that that was their
natural character. He lighted every one's lamp at the flame of his own
implicit faith.
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