Peter's own feelings were curiously confused. He was going to propose
to Clare; and now he seemed to face, suddenly, the change that this
must mean to him. Those earlier months, when it had been pursuit with no
certainty of capture had only shown him one thing desirable--Clare. But
now that he was face to face with it he was frightened--what did he know
of women?...
On the morning they were to go down, he sat in his room, this terrible
question confronting him. No, he knew nothing about women! He had left
his heroine very much alone in “Reuben Hallard” and those occasions
when he had been obliged to bring her on the stage had not been too
successful. He knew nothing about women!
There would be things--a great many--as a married man, he would have to
change. Sometimes he was moody for days together and wanted to see no
one. Sometimes he was so completely absorbed by his work that the real
people around him were shadows and wraiths. These moods must vanish.
Clare must always find him ready and cheerful and happy.
A dreadful sense of inadequacy weighed upon Peter. And then at the
concrete fact of her actual presence, at the thought of her standing
there, waiting for him, wanting him, his doubts left him and he was
wildly, madly happy.
And yet, before he left the room, his glance fell on his writing-table.
White against its shining surface lay a paper and on the top sheet,
written: “The Stone House”; a Novel; Chapter II. Months ago--he had not
touched it all these last weeks, and, at this moment he felt he would
never write anything again. He turned away with a little movement of
irritation....
That morning he went formally to Dr. Rossiter. The little man received
him, smiling.
“I want to marry your daughter, sir,” said Peter.
“You're very young,” said the Doctor.
“Twenty-six,” said Peter.
“Well, if she'll have you I won't stand in your way--”
Peter took the 5.30 train....
II
Mrs. Launce, on Sunday afternoon, from the door of her cottage, watched
them both strike across the common towards the sea--Peter, “stocky,”
walking as though no force on earth could upset his self-possession and
sturdy balance, Clare with her little body and easy movement meant
for this air and sea and springing turf. Mrs. Launce having three
magnificent children of her own believed in the science of Eugenics
heart and soul. Here, before her eyes, was the right and proper
Union--talk about souls and spirit and temperament--important enough for
the immediate Two--but give Nature flesh and bones, with cleanliness and
a good straight stock to work on, and see what She will do!
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