“Soldiers--soldiers on horses. Those with cannons and shiny things on
their backs....” Robin was very explicit--“You'll be here to-morrow?” he
asked.
“No--not to-morrow,” Peter answered.
“Soon?”
“Yes, soon.”
“I love you, more than Agatha, more than Dick, more than any one 'cept
Daddy and Mummy.”
“You'll be a good boy until I come back?”
“Promise ... but come back soon.”
Peter gave him a long kiss and left him. Supposing, one day, he had a
boy like that? A little boy in a shirt like that? Wouldn't it be simply
too wonderful? A boy to give soldiers to....
He went across to Miss Monogue's door. A faint voice answered his knock
and, entering the room, the scent of medicine and flowers that he always
connected with his mother, met him. Norah Monogue, very white, with dark
shadows beneath her eyes, was lying on the sofa by the fire.
Mrs. Brockett had prepared her for Peter's coming and she smiled up at
him with her old smile and gave him her hand. How thin and white it was
with its long slender fingers! He sat down by her sofa and he knew by
the way that she looked at him that she was reproaching him--
“Naughty Peter,” she said, “all these months and you have been nowhere
near us.”
“I, too, have a bone--you never sent me a word about my wedding.”
She turned her head away. “I was frightfully ill just then. They didn't
think I'd pull through. I did write afterwards to Clare, I told her how
ill I'd been--”
“She never told me.”
Peter bent over the sofa. “But I am ashamed, Norah, more ashamed than I
can say. After I got well and went to live with the Galleons a new life
seemed to begin for me and I was so eager and excited about it all. And
then--” he hesitated for a moment--“there was Clare.”
“Yes, I know there was Clare and I am so delighted about it--I know that
you will both be so happy.... But, when one is lying here week after
week and is worried and tired things take such a different outline.
I thought that you and Clare--that you ... had given me up altogether
and--”
Suddenly hiding her face in her hands she began to cry. It was
inexpressibly desolate there in the dim bare little room, and the sharp
sense of his neglect and the remembrance of the good friend that she had
been to him for so many years overwhelmed Peter.
He knelt down and put his arms round her. “Norah--don't, please, I can't
bear it. It's all right. I've been a beast, a selfish cad. But it shan't
happen again. I'll come often--I'm ashamed.”
She cried for a little and then she smiled at him. “I'm a fool to cry
like that but you see I'm weak and ill--and seeing you again after all
this time and your being so successful and happy upset me I suppose.
Forgive it, Peter, and come again one day when I'm better and
stronger--and bring Clare too.”
She held tightly to his hand and her grasp was hot and feverish. He
reassured her, told her that he would come soon again, that he would
bring Clare and so left her.
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