“Peter's a more difficult question. He's too riotously happy just at the
moment to listen to a word from any one. His relation to the child
is really the most touching thing you ever saw, and really the child,
considering that it has scarcely begun to exist, has a feeling for him
in the most wonderful way. It is as good as gold when he is there and
follows him with its eyes--it doesn't pay much attention to Clare.
I think it knows that she's frightened of it. Yes, Peter is quite
riotously happy. You know that 'The Stone House' is coming out next
week. There is to be a supper party at the Galleons'--myself, Mrs.
Launce. Maradick, the Gales, some woman he knew at that boarding-house,
Cardillac and Dr. and Mrs. Rossiter.
“By the way, Cardillac is there a great deal and I am both glad and
sorry. He is very good for Clare and not at all good for Peter. He seems
to understand Clare in the most wonderful way--far better than Peter
does. He brings her out, helps her to be broader and really I think
explains Peter to her and helps things along. His influence on Peter is
all the other way. Peter, of course, worships him, just as he used to do
in the old days at school, and Cards always liked being worshipped.
He has an elegance, a savoir-faire that dear, square-shouldered
rough-and-tumble Peter finds entrancing, but, of course, Peter's worth
the dozen of him any day of the week. He drags out all Peter's worst
side. I wonder whether you'll understand what I mean when I say that
Peter isn't _meant_ to be happy--at any rate not yet. He's got something
too big, too tremendous in him to be carved easily into any one of our
humdrum, conventional shapes. He takes things so hard that he isn't
intended to take more than one thing at a time, and here he is with
Clare and Cards both, as it seems to me, in a conspiracy to pull him
into a thousand little bits and to fling each little bit to a different
tea-party.
“He ought to be getting at his work and he isn't getting at it at all.
'The Stone House' is coming out next week and it may be all right, but I
don't mind betting that the next one suffers. If he weren't in a kind
of dream he'd see it all himself, and indeed I think that he'll wake
one day soon and see that a thousand ridiculous things are getting in
between him and his proper life.
“He was leading his proper life in those days at Dawson's when they
were beating him at home and hating him at school, and it was that
old bookshop and the queer people he met in it that produced 'Reuben
Hallard.'
“He's so amazingly young in the ways of the world, so eager to make
friends with everybody, so delighted with an entirely superficial
butterfly like Cards, so devotedly attached to his wife, that I
must confess that the outlook seems to me bad. There's going to be a
tremendous tug-of-war in a minute and it's not going to be easy for the
boy--nor, indeed for Clare.
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