From the silence of his room he thought that he could hear them laughing
about it downstairs. “Silly old Peter--always getting into tempers--”
Well, was he? And after all hadn't it been, this time, her affair?
Stephen and he had been happy enough before the others had come in. What
was this senseless dislike of Clare's to Cornwall? What could it matter
to her? It was always cropping up now. He could think of a thousand
occasions, lately, when she had been roused by it.
But, as he paced, with frowning face, back and forwards across the room,
there was something more puzzling still that had to be thought about.
Why did they quarrel about such tiny things? In novels, in good,
reliable novels, it was always the big things about which people fought.
Whoever heard of two people quarrelling because one of them wanted to
talk about Cornwall? and yet it was precisely concerning things just as
trivial that they were always now disputing. Why need they quarrel at
all? In the first year there had always been peace. Why shouldn't there
be peace now? Where exactly lay Clare's altered attitude to himself, to
his opinions, to the world in general. If he yielded to her demands--and
he had yielded on many more occasions than was good either for her
or himself--she had, he fancied, laughed at him for being so easily
defeated. If he had not yielded then she had been, immediately,
impossible....
And yet, after their quarrels, there had been the most wonderful,
precious reconciliations, reconciliations that, even now at his thought
of them, made his heart beat faster. Now, soon, when he went downstairs
to dress for dinner, she would come to him, he knew, and beg most
beautifully, his pardon. But to-night it seemed suddenly that this kind
of thing had happened too often lately. He felt, poor Peter, bewildered.
There seemed to be, on every side of him, so many things that he was
called upon to manage and he was so unable to manage any of them.
He stopped in his treading to and fro and stared at the long deal
writing-table at which he always worked.
There, waiting for him, were the first chapters of his new novel,
“Mortimer Stant.” In the same way, two years ago, he had stared at the
early chapters of “The Stone House,” on that morning before he had gone
to propose to Clare. Now there flashed through his mind the wonderful
things that he intended “Mortimer Stant” to be. It was to concern a
man of forty (in his confident selection of that age he displayed, most
stridently, his own youth) and Mortimer was to be a stolid, reserved
Philistine, who was, against his will, by outside forces, dragged into
an emotional crisis.
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