Peter, whose miseries had accumulated as the minutes passed, was ready
to seize upon anything that promised a reconciliation. He did not like
Mrs. Rossiter--he had never been able to get to close quarters with
her, and he was conscious that his roughness and occasional outbursts
displeased her. He felt, too, that the qualities that he had resented
in Clare owed their origin to her mother. That brooch of hers was
responsible for a great deal.
Fixing his eyes upon it he said, “You've come about Clare?”
“Yes, Peter.” Mrs. Rossiter settled herself more comfortably, spread her
skirts, folded her hands. “She's very unhappy.”
The mild eyes baffled him.
“I'm terribly sorry. I will do anything I can, but I think--that I had
a right”--he faltered a little; it was so like talking to an empty
Dairy--“had a right to mind. Two old friends of mine--two of the best
friends that I have in the world were here yesterday and Clare--”
“I don't think,” the soft voice broke in upon him whilst the eyes
searched his body up and down, “that, even now, Peter, you quite
understand Clare--”
“No,” he said eagerly, “I know. I'm blundering, stupid. Lots of times
I've irritated her, and now again.” He paused, but then added, with
a touch of his old stubbornness--“But they were friends of mine--she
should have treated them so.”
Mrs. Rossiter felt that she did indeed hate the young man.
“Clare is very unhappy,” she repeated. “She tells me that she has been
crying all night. You must remember, Peter, that her life has been very
different to yours--”
He wished that she would not repeat herself; he wished that she would
not always use the same level voice; he wanted insanely to tell her that
she ought to say “different from”--he could not take his eyes from the
brooch. But the thought of Clare came to him and he bowed himself once
more humbly.
“I will see that things are better,” he said earnestly. “I don't know
what has been the matter lately--my work and everything has been wrong,
and I expect my temper has been horrible. You know,” he said with a
little crooked smile, “that I've got to work to keep it all going, and
when I'm writing badly then my temper goes to pieces.”
Mrs. Rossiter, with no appearance of having heard anything that he had
said, continued--
“You know, Peter, that your temperament is very different to Clare's.
You are, and I know you will forgive my putting it so plainly, a little
wild still--doubtless owing to your earlier years. Clare is gentle,
bright, happy. She has never given my husband or myself a moment's
trouble, but that is because we understood her nature. We knew that
she loved people about her to be happy--she flourished in the sun, she
drooped under the clouds... under the clouds” Mrs. Rossiter repeated
again softly, as she searched, with care, for her next words.
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