“No, no, dear. It'll be all right. Of course it will. Mitchell's here, he'll pull him through. But you'd better go and lie down, dear. I promise to come and tell you if anything's the matter. You can't do any good--there's an excellent nurse!” “Where's Mrs. Kant?” “I dismissed her this evening for lying to me. Go to bed. Clare--really it's the best thing.” She began to cry with her hands up to her face, but she went, slowly, with her cloak still trailing after her, to her room. She had not, he noticed, entered the nursery. III He went back and sat down again in the arm-chair by the fire. Poor Clare! he felt only a great protecting pity for her--a strange feeling, compounded of emotions that were unexpectedly confused. A feeling that was akin to what he would have felt had she been his sister and been insulted by some drunken blackguard in the street. Poor Clare! She was so young--simply not up to these big grown-up troubles. Those little cries had ceased--only every now and again an echo of a moan--so slight was the sound that broke the silence. The hours advanced and there settled about the house that chilly ominous sense of anticipation that the early morning brings in its grey melancholy hands. It was a little house but it was full, now, of expectancy. Up the stairs, through the passages, pressing against the windows there were many presences waiting for the moment when the issue of this struggle would be decided. The air was filled with their chill breath. The struggle round the bed was at its height. On one side doctors, nurses, the father, the mother--on the other that still, ironic Figure, in His very aloofness so strong, in His indifference so terrible. With Peter, as the grey dawn grew nearer, confidence fled. He was suddenly conscious of the strength and invisibility of the thing that he was fighting. He must do something. If he were compelled to sit, silently, quietly, with his hands folded, much longer, he would go mad. But it was absurd--Stephen, about whom he had made so many plans, Stephen, concerning whom there had been that struggle to bring about his very existence ... surely all that was not now to go for nothing at all. If he could do something--if he could do something! There were drops of sweat on his forehead--inside his clothes his body was hot and dry and had shrunk, it seemed, into some tiny shape, like a nut, so that his things hung loosely all about him. He could not bear that dark cavernous nursery, with the faint lights and the stairs and passages beyond it so crowded with urgent silence! He caught Mitchell on the shoulder. “How is it?” “Oh! we're fighting it. It's the most rapid thing I've ever known. If we only could have operated! Look here, go and lie down for a bit--I'll let you know if there's any change!”