He was dimly aware that the people about him were frightened. Clare,
Bobby Galleon, Cardillac. He knew that they would be glad for him to
draw those curtains aside and penetrate into that farther room. That was
unkind of them. He had no other emotion but that it was unkind of them.
Beyond that unkindness, they did not exist.
He was thinner. His shoulders seemed to pierce sharply his clothes; his
cheeks were white and hollow, there were dark lines beneath his eyes,
dark, grey patches. His legs were not so straight, nor so strong.
Moreover his eyes were as though they were covered with a film. Seeing
everything they yet saw nothing at all. They passed through the world
and were confronted by the heavy, veiling curtains....
This condition lasted for many days. Of all about him none understood
him so well as Bobby Galleon. Bobby had always understood him, and now
he felt for him with a tenderness that had both the past and the future
to heighten its poignancy. It seemed to Bobby that nothing more tragic
than the death of this child could possibly have occurred. It filled
him with anxiety for the future, it intensified to a depth that only so
simple and affectionate a character as his could feel, the love that he
had always had for Peter.
He was with him during these days continually, waiting for the relief to
come.
“It's got to come soon,” he said, “or the boy'll go mad.”
At last it came.
One day about tea-time they were sitting in Peter's upstairs study.
It had been a day of showers and now the curtains were not drawn and a
green-grey dusk glimmered beyond the windows.
Peter was writing letters, and as Bobby watched him he seemed to him
like some automaton, something wound into life by some clever inventor.
The hand moved across the paper--the dead eyes encountered nothing in
their gaze, the shoulders were the loosely drooping shoulders of an old
man.
“Can you see, Peter?”
“Yes, thanks. Switch on the light if you like.”
Bobby got up and moved to the door. The dusk behind Peter's face flung
it into sharp white outline.
Another shower! The rain at first in single drops, then more swiftly,
fell with gentle, pattering fingers up and down the window. It was the
only sound, except the scraping of Peter's pen. The pen stopped. Peter
raised his head, listening.
Bobby switched on the light and as he did so Peter in a strangled
breathless mutter whispered--
“The rain! The rain! It was like that that night. Stephen! Stephen!”
His head fell on to his hands and he burst into a storm of tears.
II
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