And Peter suddenly, standing at his window watching London caught by the
evening light, saw for an instant his work in front of him again. London
with her towers, her roofs and chimneys--smoke and mist and haze weaving
a web--and then beneath it, humming, buzzing, turning, all the lives,
all the comedies, all the tragedies--Kings and princes, guttersnipes and
duchesses, politicians and newsboys, criminals and saints--
Waiting, that golden top, for some hand to set it humming.
In that moment Peter Westcott, aged twenty-nine, with a book just behind
him that had been counted on every side the most dismal of failures, saw
himself the English Balzac, saw London open like a book at his feet,
saw heaven and all its glories... himself the one and only begetter of a
thousand masterpieces!
But the sun set--the towers and roofs and chimneys were coldly grey, a
ragged wind rose through the branches of the orchard, dark clouds hid
the risen moon, newsboys were crying a murder in Whitechapel.
“I hate this house,” Peter said, turning away from the window, into a
room crowded now with dusk.
III
It was the first of May, and the day before Clare's birthday. It was
one of the most beautiful days of the year, with a hint of summer in its
light and shadow, a shimmer of golden sun shaking through the trees in
the orchard, flung from there on to the windows of The Roundabout, to
dance in twisting lines along the floors and across the walls.
All doors and windows seemed to be open; the scent of flowers--a
prophecy of pinks and roses where as yet there were none--flooded the
little Chelsea streets.
The Velasquez on the walls of The Roundabout danced in her stiff skirts,
looking down upon a room bathed in green and gold shadow.
It was three o'clock in the afternoon and Peter was going out to buy
Clare a present. He had seen a ruby pendant many months ago in a window
in Bond Street. He had thought of it for Clare but he had known that,
with young Stephen's education and the rest of the kid's expenses, he
could not dare to afford it. Now... things were different.
It should sign and seal this new order....
He came downstairs. He looked into the little sitting-room. Clare was
standing there by the window looking at the gay trees in the orchard. On
the opposite wall the Velasquez danced....
She had not heard him come in and she was standing by the window with
her hands clasped tightly behind her, her body strung up, so it seemed,
by some height of determination. She wore a black dress with a little
white round her neck and at the sleeves. Her hair was rolled into a pile
on the top of her head and the sunlight from the orchard was shining
upon it.
When Peter called her name she turned round with a startled cry and put
her hand to her throat. Then she moved back against the window as though
she were afraid that he was going to touch her.
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