_But, concerning the Traveller who would enter the House of
Courage there are many lands that must be passed on the road
before he rest there. There is, first, the Land of Lacking All
Things--that is hard to cross. There is, Secondly, the Land of
Having All Things. There is the Traveller's Fortitude most hardly
tested. There is, Thirdly, The Land of Losing All Those Things
that One Hath Possessed. That is a hard country indeed for the
memory of the pleasantness of those earlier joys redoubleth the
agony of lacking them. But at the end there is a Land of ice and
snow that few travellers have compassed, and that is the Land of
Knowing What One Hath Missed.... The Bird was in the hand and one
let it go ... that is the hardest agony of all the journey ... but
if these lands be encountered and surpassed then doth the Traveller
at length possess his soul and is master of it ... this is the
Meaning and Purpose of Life._
Peter read on through those pages where Lessingham, having found these
words in some old book, takes courage after his many misadventures and
starts again life--an old man, seventy years of age, but full of hope
... and then there is his wonderful death in the Plague City, closing it
all like a Triumph.
The night had come down upon the house. Over the moor some twinkling
light broke the black darkness and his candle blew in the wind.
Everything was very still and as he clutched his book in his hand he
knew that he was frightened. His grandfather's words had filled him
with terror. He felt not only that his father was cruel and had been
torturing his mother for many years because he loved to hurt, but he
felt also that it was something in the blood, and that it would come
upon him also, in later years, and that he might not be able to beat it
down. He could understand definite things when they were tangible
before his eyes but here was something that one could not catch hold of,
something....
After all, he was very young--But he remembered, with bated breath,
times at school when he had suddenly wanted to twist arms, to break
things, to hurt, when suddenly a fierce hot pleasure had come upon him,
when a boy had had his leg broken at football.
Dropping the book, shuddering, he fell upon his knees and prayed to what
God he knew not.... “Then doth the Traveller at length possess his soul
and is master of it ... this is the meaning and purpose of life.”
At last he rose from his knees, physically tired, as though it had been
some physical struggle. But he was quiet again ... the terror had left
him, but he knew now with what beasts he had got to wrestle....
At supper that night he watched his father. Curiously, after his
struggle of the afternoon, all terror had left him and he felt as though
he was of his father's age and strength.
In the middle of the meal he spoke:
“How is mother to-night, father?”
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