“Well, you've come to see me at last, Peter,” she said.
“I mustn't stay long,” he answered, gruffly, as he moved awkwardly
towards the bed.
“Bring your chair close up to the bed--so--like that. You have never
come to sit in here before. Peter, do you know that?”
“Yes, mother.” He turned his eyes away and looked on to the floor.
“You have come in before because you have been told to. To-day you were
not told--why did you come?”
“I don't know.... Father's in Truro.”
“Yes, I know.” He thought he caught, for an instant, a strange note in
her voice. “But he will not be back yet.”
There was a pause--a vast golden cloud hung like some mountain boulder
beyond the window and some of its golden light seemed to steal over the
white room.
“Is it bad for you talking to me?” at last he said, gruffly, “ought I to
go away?”
Suddenly she clutched his strong brown hand with her thin wasted
fingers, with so convulsive a grasp that his heart began to beat
furiously.
“No--don't go--not until it is time for your father to come back. Isn't
it strange that after all these years this is the first time that we
should have a talk. Oh! so many times I've wanted you to come--and when
you _did_ come--when you were very little--you were always so frightened
that you would not let me touch you--”
“_They_ frightened me....”
“Yes--I know--but now, at last, we've got a little time
together--and we must talk--quickly. I want you to tell me
everything--everything--everything.... First, let me look at you....”
She took his head between her pale, slender hands and looked at him.
“Oh, you are like him!--your father--wonderfully like.” She lay back on
the pillows with a little sigh. “You are very strong.”
“Yes, I am going to be strong for you now. I am going to look after you.
They shan't keep us apart any more.”
“Oh, Peter, dear,” she shook her head almost gaily at him. “It's too
late.”
“Too late?”
“Yes, I'm dying--at last it's come, after all these years when I've
wanted it so much. But now I'm not sorry--now that we've had this
talk--at last. Oh! Peter dear, I've wanted you so dreadfully and I was
never strong enough to say that you must come ... and they said that
you were noisy and it would be bad for me. But I believe if you had come
earlier I might have lived.”
“But you mustn't die--you mustn't die--I'll see that they have another
doctor from Truro. This silly old fool here doesn't know what he's
about--I'll go myself.”
“Oh! how strong your hands are, Peter! How splendidly strong! No, no
one can do anything now. But oh! I am happy at last...” She stroked his
cheek with her hand--the golden light from the great cloud filled the
room and touched the white vases with its colour.
“But quick, quick--tell me. There are so many things and there is so
little time. I want to know everything--your school? Here when you were
little?--all of it--”
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