Peter's impressions of the day were vague and uncertain. There were
things that always remained in his memory but strangely his general
conviction was that his mother had had nothing to do with it. The black
coffin conveyed nothing to him of her presence: he saw her as he had
seen her on that day when he had talked to her, and now she was, as
Stephen was, somewhere away. That was his impression, that she had
escaped....
Putting on his black clothes in the morning brought Dawson's back to his
mind, and especially Bobby Galleon and Cards. He had not thought of
them since the day of his return--first Stephen and then his mother had
driven them from his mind. But now, with the old school black clothing
upon him, he stood for a long time by his window, wondering, sorrowfully
enough, where they were and what they were doing, whether they had
forgotten him, whether he would ever see them again. He seemed to be
surrounded by a wall of loneliness--some one was cutting everything off
from him ... from maliciousness! For pleasure!... Oh! if one only knew
about that God!
Meanwhile Uncle Jeremy and Aunt Agatha had arrived the night before.
Uncle Jeremy was big and stout and he wore clothes that were very black
and extremely bright. His face was crimson in colour and his eyes,
large and bulging, wore a look of perpetual surprise. He was bald and
an enormous gold watch chain crossed his stomach like a bridge. He had
obviously never cared for either of his sisters and he always shouted
when he spoke. Aunt Agatha was round and fat and comfortable, wore
gold-rimmed spectacles and a black silk dress, and obviously considered
that Uncle Jeremy had made the world.
Peter watched his father's attitude to these visitors. He realised that
he had never seen his father with any stranger or visitor--no one came
to the house and he had never been into the town with his father. With
this realisation came a knowledge of other things--of things half heard
at the office, of half looks in the street, of a deliberate avoidance of
his father's name--the Westcotts of Scaw House! There were clouds about
the name.
But his father, in contact with Uncle Jeremy and Aunt Agatha, was
strangely impressive. His square, thick-set body clothed in black--his
dark eyes, his short stiff hair, his high white forehead, his long
beautiful hands--this was no ordinary man, moving so silently with a
reserve that seemed nobly fitting on this sad occasion. The dark figure
filled the house, touching in its restrained grief, admirable in its
dignity, a fine spirit against the common clay of Uncle Jeremy and Aunt
Agatha.
Mr. Westcott was courteous but sparing of words--a strong man, you would
say, bowed down with a grief that demanded, in its intensity, silence.
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