Forty Years in the Wilderness of Pills and Powders: Cogitations and Confessions of an Aged PhysicianAlcott, William A. (William Andrus)
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Forty Years in the Wilderness of Pills and Powders: Cogitations and Confessions of an Aged Physician
Alcott, William A. (William Andrus)
Medicine -- Anecdotes
I began my directions, however, as if I expected to be obeyed, and had
no fears of any disinclination on her part. Some things which pleased
her, she consented to attempt; others she would tell me she _could_ not
do. When I was quite confident nothing was wanting but a will, I
sometimes asked for a reason; but it could, in no instance, be obtained.
If I pressed her for an answer, or for a reason, she would either be
silent or groan most dreadfully with pain!
At length I saw that nothing could be obtained in this way, and that she
must either attend to my directions, as far as was really in her power,
or I could have nothing to do with her; and I told her so. She did not
appear to care. Her alienation of feeling was so rapid that in a very
few days she seemed almost to hate the very sight of me. Indeed, I
believe she made statements to this effect to several of her friends.
Her report, so unfavorable and so very strange, soon reached the ears of
several very respectable people, who in wonder and surprise came to me,
to learn what it meant, and among the rest came her minister. They made
diligent though respectful inquiry whether the facts were as she
represented them to be. I believe that, for the most part, they were
satisfied with the treatment.
But the girl herself was not satisfied. She could not leave the house
without help; and yet it was easy to see that she was determined not to
remain. She preferred, as she said, to die. Everybody seemed to pity
her, despite of her unreasonableness, and the more for her
unreasonableness. Her friends assured her that this treatment of mine
afforded her the last chance of recovery, and begged her not to decide
to leave us too hastily. It was all to no purpose, however; she said she
preferred death in the street to a cure at my hands.
There had been serious difficulty about her diet. I had strenuously
forbidden the use of certain condiments which I thought injurious to
her, but which she was resolutely determined to have. At first, a few
things prepared to her taste had been smuggled in by certain psuedo
friends; but this, when discovered, was absolutely prohibited.
One evening, just at dark, some of her friends called to see her and
me. They found me in the sitting-room. We had a short conversation
concerning the patient, in which they were made most distinctly to
understand that they must either leave her to be treated wholly
according to my discretion or remove her. They were left at a loss what
course was best; but at length, in compliance with her clamors, they
placed her in their carriage and carried her away.
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