His shoes scuffed gravel; mud took the place of gravel; he walked with
his hands stuffed in his pockets. The one friendly thing was his pocket
knife, given by his mother, small, agate-covered knife. Somehow, he had
been able to keep it.
Something rustled alongside the road, a field mouse in a heap of leaves.
Was that its home?
Home?
Shall I return to the Rondes?
No.
No, Jeannette ... no ...
Keep walking.
Thirsty, hungry ... keep walking. If it rains, keep walking. If you
get tired, keep walking.
When it was dark he was still walking. Somewhere in the night he heard
a man’s voice. He could not identify the speaker at first.
"Is it worthwhile?" the voice asked.
"What?"
"The mess you’re in."
"No."
"Does she still play Debussy?"
"Who?"
"Your mother."
"Now and then."
"Chopin?"
"Some."
"Why don’t you go AWOL?"
"Shall I?"
"What’s she doing in Ithaca?"
"Teaching French."
"And you’re going back to her?"
"To war."
"I saw you at my grave. Join me! You still have your rifle in your
room."
Did he sound like that? Orville asked himself.
Pausing, standing in the dark road, he saw the Renault cross a field,
its turret gun lowered, the treads silent, the motor noiseless ...
inside the tank, a blond face, a face with blood smeared on it ... a
silent shell exploded.
The Renault slumped behind a hedge.
Smoke rose.
Orville approached an inn and opened the partly open door: the room was
friendly, like a rustic pub, with a stone fireplace at the far end and a
bar jutting out at an angle, cutting off part of the room. A fire roared
and the firelight labelled liquor bottles and a collection of miniatures
on a series of shelves. A police dog barked at Orville but a young
woman shooed him away with a broom, laughing. She invited Orville to sit
down, and at the same moment farmers tramped in and gathered around a
table, talking loudly, their shoes and clothes smelling of manure. One
of them demanded a deck of cards and began removing his black leather
jacket.
An odor of lamb mixed with garlic attacked the smell of manure: Orville
was amused as he sat alone, watching. He hoped he might get some
country fare and thought of remaining overnight, if they had a room that
was clean enough. Clean ... of course it must be clean, he ridiculed
himself, remembering the tanks, the war.
The young girl was drying her hands on a towel, as she stood by the
farmers. The men stared at Orville, eyes and gestures showing their
antagonism. The big fire in the fireplace interested Orville more than
the farmers: its bigness was a welcome; the heat too was welcome. He
was eyeing the fire when the girl asked him if he wanted some wine.
"Some wine ... something to eat?"
"What are you serving? Do you have Chablis ... I want something to eat
... wine with my meal."
She thought him well dressed: what’s he doing here? Where’s he from?
No jeep or car.
"We’ve mutton stew," she muttered.
"What else?"
"Roast beef."
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