England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
His eyes had a suspicion of dampness when he arrived at Longton. He
ate a chilled dinner sullenly.
Next day he had not the heart to go and see his mother. He spent the
hour in an alcove of the school library ostensibly reading De Quincey,
actually playing a game at that time gathering momentum at Doomington
School, the game called "push penny," where two pair of nibs stuck in a
table served as goal posts, and two rival pocket knives impelling two
rival pennies attempted to introduce a further coin into the respective
pen-nib goals. But he turned up in Angel Street as usual the following
day. He was sulky. "A nice mother you are..." he began. But he had
not time to say more. She had seated him beside her on the sofa and
was stroking his head. "Feivele, Feivele, didst thou not understand?
When he is here, dare I show what I think, how glad I am...?" A fit of
coughing interrupted her. The boy looked up anxiously. "Thou
knowest," she began again, "thou knowest what he will think, that I
encourage thee in they _goyishkeit_. Ah, would that thou _wert_ a
holier Jew, my son! It does not matter how far thou wilt go in the
world, once a Jew, remain a Jew! Thou wilt have high friends. They
will say to thy face 'How thou art wonderful, Mr. Massel!' Is not that
true? And behind thee they will murmur 'Jew! Jew!' _Yah, yah_, that
is a long way ahead! Where I shall be, who knows? And now again, what
hast thou won? What? No! Not five pounds! For just sitting down and
writing for three hours? No, that cannot be! Mr. Furness likes thee,
no? It is Mr. Furness, he knows thou art cleverer than all the other
boys...."
"No it wasn't, mother! He hadn't anything to do with it!"
"Tell me not! No sane man will give away five pounds because one sits
oneself down at a desk and writes words! Ah well, let it be, if thou
wilt have it so! ... But thou must not work so hard, thine eyes ... Oh,
this coughing! I went to the market to buy a hen for _shabbos_. It is
cheaper there. And it was raining one of your English rains ... lakes,
it rained!"
"You know, mother, it's rotten of you! You shouldn't do it!"
"It will pass, it will pass! But the kettle's boiling! Tea! And look
what I have bought thee, to-day! Cakes with ice, eh? I know how thou
art a sweet tooth! Dost thou remember swallowing a whole box of pills
because thou thought they were sweets! And how I took thee in this
shawl, the red one, to the chemist! And he made thee sick with his
finger, and thou bit his hand, thou _yungatsch_! See! It boils over
on my clean fender! _Kum shen, kum_!"
The summer examinations followed. For some weeks preceding them,
Philip worked hard all day and long into the night. It was during this
period that Mrs. Massel took to her bed. Her cough had become heavy
and persistent. Philip would come in after school with frightened eyes.
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