England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
Philip slipped back into the lane, his head whirling. Bewildering,
audacious, inexplicable girl! So beautifully friendly and candid, and
so intelligent, and so much a woman of the world--a concert-singer!
And she took one as one's equal, not as a nice school-boy who was only
just putting his nose into the world. Philip was flattered and
excited. He sat down against the hedge, and his hand wandered for his
handkerchief towards the pocket sewn on his shirt. As he extracted the
handkerchief, something crackled. The letter, Channah's letter, with
his mother's signature! He had forgotten all about her! Oh, what a
hog he was! Probably coughing her chest out on the sofa that very
moment! A tiny feeling of revolt against the compelling Mamie entered
his heart. Almost forgotten his mother! That would never do! But
what eyes she had, smiling and dark and secret, even if she was so
charmingly frank on the outside! There was tragedy in those eyes!
Yes, he was sure there must be tragedy in her life somewhere. Poor
girl! he murmured protectively. By the time he reached Wenton House he
had constructed for her a sombre Greek background against which her
proud bright spirit shone unyielding. Poor girl! he repeated. But
what eyes! he mused finally, what eyes!
Next morning no letter arrived. He was furious, chiefly with Channah.
"What does she mean by promising me and then letting me down like this!
Another of her rotten old actor-heroes; absolutely sloppy about them,
she is! I wonder how mother can be! They ought to know how anxious
they'd make me not writing after they'd promised! Absolutely filthy,
taking the bloom off a chap's holiday, the only holiday I've ever had!"
He spilt his coffee with bad temper. Mrs. Kraft stared sourly from her
post at the "ladies'" table. Philip rushed out after breakfast to
compose a letter of fierce invective. It then occurred to him that if
his mother was worse, his letter wouldn't help. He tried to convince
himself that she was better and that Channah had therefore not thought
the letter worth bothering about. He tore up the letter, but his bad
temper increased. The morning passed very dully and he was too sullen
to be interested in the munificent substitution of fried for boiled
potatoes at dinner. But as the afternoon shadows deepened, his feet
took him disconsolately towards the lane where the cow-and-Mamie
episode had taken place. In that direction lay, he felt, the only
oasis in the ennui of Wenton. An absurdity suddenly struck him. Here
was the romantic, the poet, who had once rhapsodized over a blade of
grass and shouted for glory at a bird's song, here was he, with strange
sweet singers on every branch of unnamed trees, with wild flowers
dappling the meadows, scented weeds filling the streamside air, here
was he dull and sulky and stupid! What was coming over him? Had the
year ended in too feverish a bout of work? But of course it was
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