England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
The entrance into the cemetery was a wooden, draughty shed where a few
Prayer Books were lying about on the forms. The shed was rapidly
filling. In addition to those whom the cabs had brought were a number
who had travelled by tram. Soon he found a service beginning and
himself mechanically joining in prayers. And shortly after he was
moving out into the open with the rest, into the damp air. They were
moving along the uphill winding path to the cemetery. The clay
underfoot was difficult for treading. The atmosphere was full of the
smell of turned earth. After one or two minutes the untidy procession
paused and the _chazan_ who was officiating at the funeral continued
the wailing chant. Again they moved forward and again they stopped;
the chant was resumed, until at last they were among the graves. There
were uprooted weeds, removed by the caretaker from privileged graves,
lying in dank heaps, tainting the tainted air and tangling the narrow
walks among the dead.
This was the place then, this black, deep hole? The rain was drizzling
into the grave. If they waited too long, there would be a floor of
clayey water. It was a deep hole; who had thought that graves were so
deep? It was true that no disturbance from the harsh world above would
penetrate so far; but if the grave were a little less deep, there would
be communion with the roots of flowers, almost the tiny pattering of
birds' feet.
So he mused, hardly conscious of the solemn chanting and the sobbing
about his ears, until some one whispered that he must throw a clod of
earth into the grave, on to the coffin lid.
Even this, then? No release, no hope! A lump of earth fell dully from
his father's hand. Light would the earth be which her son threw on his
mother's bed! He lifted a fragment of clay and released it over the
grave. But heavily the sound came, boomed on his ears. Others
followed. He became aware of a new refrain in the threnody round him.
"Beg for me, Chayah!" "Beg for me, beg the Above One!" they were
shouting into the grave as the coffin disappeared below the rising
earth. "Beg for me, Chayah!"
He turned away. No more sound was heard of clay on naked wood.
Terribly, silently, the level rose. The caretaker had seized the
shovel and was piling more earth on the broken surface. Behind a tall
white stone with black pillars a little distance away, hidden from the
rest, Philip lay for some time, his face on the damp gravel, at last
realizing how far from all reach they had placed her, beyond all
language, all vision, at the roots of darkness, far from his twitching
fingers. It was time for the mourners to descend to the shed for
_minchah_. The _chazan_ was getting restive.
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