England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
Philip as suddenly subsided, but the blood surged through him, wave
after wave, in fierce anger. This, then, was the gentleness of Christ!
These the countrymen of Shelley! For these Socialism schemed and
poured its hot blood! Oh, God! The skunks! What would it matter if
himself they stripped and threw stones at him, sent him bleeding home?
Or if they filled with mud the mouths and nostrils of these old men
about him? But they had desecrated Death itself, the dolorous quiet
majesty of Death! They had desecrated her, the sleeping woman with the
folded hands, the lips that should utter no more her sweet calm words,
her eyes, sealed under disks of clay, that had been innocent as dawn!
He squirmed in his corner of the cab. They had desecrated her sleep,
these minions of Christ! It seemed at that moment that no life
henceforward lay before him excepting the shattering from His throne of
the thorn-crowned Hypocrite, in whose service those long-legged
blackguards jeered at Death. This mood passed quickly. A memory came
to him of a picture he had seen somewhere, the eyes of Christ lifted in
anguish, the heavy blood thickening about the wounds. But he felt that
a bitter brew had been forced down his throat. A taste of crude salt
lay in the hollow of his tongue.
The cab arrived at Angel Street. Dorah and Channah sat waiting in the
kitchen on low stools, and low stools (on which alone the bereaved of a
Jewish family may sit during the shiveh, the seven days' mourning) were
set for Reb Monash and Philip. The neighbours had prepared some food,
but Philip could not eat. Each mouthful became impregnated with the
evil liquid flowing round his tongue. He was conscious of nothing but
intense irritation and dared not trust himself to utter a word. He
winced when a door opened, squeaking, and brutally he kicked the cat as
it meowed into his face. When Channah put her hand on his forehead, he
threw it off with a suppressed scream. He was annoyed that the women
let the food lie about so long, and when they removed it, he was
annoyed that they removed it so clumsily. A ring of hot metal seemed
to lie behind each eye. He shut his eyes, but only set the rings
rolling on their axes and throwing off sparks.
A sing-song monologue was drumming into his ears. One or two of Reb
Monash's friends had come in and his father was narrating the virtues
of the dead woman.
"Oi, such a wife!" he was moaning, "A Yiddish soul and good as gold!
Nothing which it is right for a Yiddish woman to do, she did not do!
No _mitzvah_ was too hard for her! And on Friday night what a table it
was! Not a speck on the tablecloth and the candles shining like the
heavens! _Oi_, my buried Chayah! Where shall I find me such another
one? Where, where? And on _yom tovvim_....!"
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