England, Northern -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Jews -- Fiction
Somewhat intently Dorah examined him when he returned to Longton next
morning. She dropped into the Yiddish suitable for the expression of
deep feeling. "_Nu_, and where hast thou been all night? Not enough
for thee to come in at twelve, at one, but thou must spend the night
too! What was? Thy socialistic friends or thy wonderful Lord
Backstreet? _Blegatchies_, knockabouts, thy whole brotherhood!"
Philip winced. "Astronomy!" he declared sickly. "We've been examining
a new ... a new comet!"
"It is no good for thee, thy Astronomy!" she declared categorically.
"Thou art a tablecloth! An evening indoors with a book would do thee
no harm. Or thou hast forgotten how to read, say?"
All that day he spent sitting in his own bedroom, a closed book before
him, staring into the wall-paper beyond. Neither thoughts nor emotions
stirred within him; only somewhere far down, there was a sensation as
of a finger plucking at the strings of an instrument.
He had arranged to see Kate once more, about a week later. There was
no conflict now. Heavily he saw the clock fingers creeping towards the
hour of his appointment, and listlessly he closed the door behind him.
A cool, clear evening was about them as Strauss and Philip repaired
towards Carnford Avenue, with a wind in their faces which, in higher
levels, was chasing clouds like yachts along the channels of the sky.
As Kate's door closed behind them, the passing wind seemed to Philip a
hand which had endeavoured to seize his coat, but, failing, moaned and
subsided in the dark threshold of the house.
The sensation of something calling and something forsworn did not
desert him. Now it was once more a wind attempting to circumvent the
crooked chimney and sobbing away at length with a rattle in its throat.
Now it was a finger of flame leaping from the fire in sudden appeal, or
the sight of his own face in a looking-glass, curiously impressing upon
him the fact that he had not only brought one self to this place, but
many selves, some of whom had once played a seemlier part in the comedy
of his days than he who now produced a distracted image in Kate's
looking-glass.
Conversation flowed in the room like beer from a public house tap,
surfaced with froth and smelling stalely. He was talking with the
others, but the lips seemed to be as much another's as his own, the
lips of one over whom he had triumphed once and again, but who was
triumphing now. Wilfrid Strauss seemed a mannikin manufactured from a
pliant glass, though he showed his rings and crossed his legs as if his
limbs were flesh and bone; transparent almost he seemed, so that the
ugly design of the wall-paper was not intercepted by his contour;
almost brittle, as if, were someone to handle him roughly, he would
fall to the ground in fragments tinkling sharply. And when finally he
withdrew with Patsy, the peculiar illusion remained with Philip that he
had never in his life encountered a person whose farcical name was
Wilfrid Strauss.
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