"Gimme yer money," he said, standing directly in front of the desk and
staring at me with terrified, pink-rimmed eyes.
"My--my money?" I repeated.
And now I was the one who sounded like a frightened child.
There was a hundred and fifty dollars in the house, about sixty of it
in the desk drawer--too much money to be bluffed into handing over to
a--
And then I saw his gun.
He held it in one trembling white hand.
My mind was suddenly a maelstrom, offering up weird, useless
suggestions for tricking or attacking the man, reasons why I should or
shouldn't hand over every cent quietly, and churning with totally
unrelated thoughts and ideas--with a bit of a review of my past life
thrown in for good measure.
I wouldn't give him the money. I'd pretend not to understand and he'd
get exasperated and go away, to come again some other day, that was
that old nursery rhyme I used to sing or something. The telephone, that
was it, the telephone, if I could get to the telephone I could call the
police and then stall him till they got here. I'd say excuse me, I have
to make a phone call, and then ... His eyes. The rims are red, like
he'd been crying, or rubbing them, or hadn't had enough sleep. They're
funny eyes--scared to death. I'm scared to death too. Maybe I should
give him the money. When people are scared and upset they're apt to
pull the trigger. Maybe I should do what he wants. After all, it wasn't
the brave-looking tortoise who finally won the race, it was the hare,
even if he did look pretty rabbity and scared. He had a gun, after all,
and who wouldn't win a race if he was carrying a gun? Or wait--wasn't
it the tortoise who won? While I was trying to figure this out I saw
far below me, as though through a mist of clouds, a pair of hands
stuffed with money.
I watched these hands curiously as they thrust the money into one of
the trembling white hands across the office desk. The trembling hand
grasped it convulsively, thrust it into a pocket, and then fluttered
nervously around its owner's twitching nose.
"Gimme the rest of it, sis," the little man piped. His nose was
wiggling harder than ever now, the muscles around his mouth and eyes
were jerking, and he looked as near to a nervous collapse as I was. The
more he twitched, the worse I felt. If that twitching should get as far
as his trigger finger . . .
It isn't a pleasant thing to look into a narrow tube of metal, at the
back of which lies potential oblivion. I was relieved and numb when the
little man put the gun into his pocket. Apparently he was in such a
panic to get away that he wasn't going to argue or wait for more money.
I poked my head cautiously out the office door when he had gone, my
terror ebbing. I hoped that I could get his license number.
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