She saith illusion ...
... yet 'tis passing fair.
It lives; Johannes feels it in himself,
He feels Maria's nearness in him too.
Johannes will not know how spirit works
To solve the riddles of the soul's dark depths.
He will create and will as artists work.
So may that part of him still lie concealed,
Which consciously would gaze on cosmic heights.
(He sinks into further meditation.)
(Capesius rises from his seat; as it were arousing himself out of
deep thought.)
CAPESIUS:
Did I not clearly feel within my soul
That which Johannes, dreaming over there,
Wrought as the pictures of his longing heart?
Within me glowed to life thoughts not mine own--
Such as he only could originate.
The being of his soul lived in mine own,
I saw him younger grown, as he beheld
Himself through vain illusion, and did mock
The ripe fruits that his spirit had achieved.
But hold! Why do I now experience this?
For seldom may the spirit-searcher see
The being in himself of other souls.
I mind, that Benedictus often said
That only he--and only for a while--
Can do this, whose good destiny ordains
That he shall be upraised one further step
Upon the spirit path. May I thus read
The meaning of what happened even now?
Seldom indeed could this thing be allowed;
For 'twould be terrible if aye the seer
Could see the inner being of men's souls.
Did I see truly?--or could it have been
Illusion let me dream another's soul?
I must enquire from Johannes himself.
(Capesius approaches Johannes, who now notices him for the first time.)
JOHANNES:
Capesius--I thought thee far from here.
CAPESIUS:
Yet my soul felt itself quite near to thine.
JOHANNES:
Near mine--at such a time--it cannot be!
CAPESIUS:
Why dost thou shudder at these words of mine?
JOHANNES:
I do not shudder ...
(At this moment Maria joins them; this enables both Johannes and
Capesius to speak their next words to themselves.)
(To himself):
... how his steady glance
Doth pierce me to mine inmost depths of soul.
CAPESIUS (to himself):
His shudder shows me that I saw aright.
(Capesius turns to Maria.)
Maria, thou dost come in fitting time.
Perhaps thy tongue may speak some word of cheer.
To solve the problem which oppresseth me.
MARIA:
I thought to find Johannes here, not thee.
Foreboding bade me seek the problem's weight
In him--but thou, I fancied, wast content,
Devoted to that glorious enterprise
Which we are offered here by Hilary.
CAPESIUS:
What care I for it? It disturbs me now--
MARIA:
Disturbs thee? Didst thou not express delight
To think thy projects might be realized?
CAPESIUS:
What I have lived through in this fateful hour
Hath changed the former purpose of my soul,
Since all activity in work on earth
Must rob me of my new clairvoyant powers.
MARIA:
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