He has as yet no pity for thy woes,
And ever lets thee sink among the shades
When he is striving up the heights of light.
For then he can forget that thou, his child,
Must lead a miserable phantom life.
But henceforth, thou wilt find me at thy side
When as a shade thou freezest through his fault.
I will exert my rights as Lucifer
(At the word 'Lucifer' the spirit of Johannes' youth starts.)
Reserved to me by ancient cosmic law,
And occupy those depths within his soul
He leaves unguarded in his spirit-flight.
I'll bring thee treasure that will light for thee
The dark seclusion of the shadow-realms.
But thou wilt not be fully freed till he
Can once again unite himself with thee.
This act he can delay ... but not prevent.
For Lucifer will well protect his rights.
THEODORA:
Thou spirit-child, thou liv'st Johannes' youth
In gloomy shadow-realms. To thee in love
Bends down the soul which o'er Johannes broods
From realms ablaze with light, aglow with love.
She will from thine enchantment set thee free
If thou wilt take so much of what she feels
As shall procure thee life in blessedness.
I will ally thee with the elements
Which labour unaware in cosmic space
Withdrawing ever far from waking souls.
With those earth-spirits thou canst fashion forms,
And with the fire-souls thou canst ray out power,
If thou wilt sacrifice thy conscious life
Unto the will that works with light and power
But without human wisdom. So shalt thou
Preserve thy knowledge, only half thine own,
From Lucifer, and to Johannes give
The services which are of worth to him.
From his soul's being I will bring to thee
What causeth him to crave thy being's aid,
And find refreshment in the spirit-sleep.
LUCIFER:
But beauty she can ne'er bestow on thee
Since I myself dare take it far from her.
THEODORA:
From noble feeling I will find the germ
Of beauty which grows ripe through sacrifice.
LUCIFER:
From free-will she will tear thee and instead
Give thee to spirits who dwell in the dark.
THEODORA:
I shall awaken sight by spirit filled
That e'en from Lucifer knows itself free.
(Lucifer, Theodora, and the Spirit of Johannes' youth
disappear. Johannes, awaking from his meditation, sees 'the other
Philia' approaching him.)
THE OTHER PHILIA:
And clairvoyant dreams
Make clear unto souls
The magical web
That forms their own life.
JOHANNES:
Thou riddle-speaking spirit--at thy words
This world I entered! Of its mysteries
One only--is important for my soul:
Whether, as living in the spirit worlds,
The shadow dwells who sought with Lucifer
And Theodora to be shown to me.
THE OTHER PHILIA:
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