Do I not feel these words of thine are but
The cloak of forces: forces of the soul
That exile me from thee unto those words
Which lie remote from all thy spirit-paths?
Worlds I have no desire for,--since I must
Deep in my soul adore that world of thine.
The opposition I can lightly bear
Which from without now menaceth my work;
Yea, e'en if all my plans were broken up
Upon this opposition;--I could bear.
But I cannot forego these worlds of thine.
FELIX BALDE:
A man cannot attain the spirit-world
By seeking to unlock the gates himself.
Once didst thou give me pleasure, when of old
Of thine invention thou wast wont to speak--
Then, when enlightenment was granted thee
By what thou didst not strive to understand.
Thou wast far nearer to the mystic mood.
To strive for nought,--but just to live in peace,
Expectancy the soul's whole inner life:--
That is the mystic mood. When waked in man
It leads his inmost soul to realms of light.
Our outward tasks do not endure such mood.
If them thou wouldst through mysticism seek,
Mystic illusion will destroy thy life.
STRADER:
I need thee sorely;--yet I find thee not--
The being that unites us thou dost scorn.
Yet how can men be found to undertake
True cosmic work if mystics all decline
To leave their individuality?
FELIX BALDE:
Into thy world of active daily life
The tender being of clairvoyant sight
Cannot be introduced, for it will fade
E'en as its welcome border line appears.
In faith devout, revering spirit-sway
With spirit-sight reposing in the heart:--
Thus mystics should draw nigh the world of deeds.
CAPESIUS:
And if they strive to tread it otherwise
The work of error they will then behold;
But wisdom's radiance they will never see.
I once saw clearly through another's soul.
I knew that I saw truly what I saw.
Yet only that soul's error could I see.
This was my fate for spoiling spirit-sight
By my desire for outer deeds on earth.
STRADER:
Thus speaks Capesius who hath advanced
Beyond me far upon the path of souls.
And yet my spirit-vision only wakes
When thoughts of action wholly fill my soul;
And it is flooded with a living hope
That for the spirit it may build a shrine
And kindle there on earth the light that shines
So warmly through the spirit-worlds on high
And seeks, through human sense-activities,
A new home in the daily life of earth.
Am I a son of error?--not thy son,
Ye wide-flung spirit-realms where wisdom dwells?
(Strader turns away, for a moment, from the companions with
whom he has been conversing; and now he has the following
spirit-vision--Benedictus, Maria, Ahriman appear--in the guise of
his thought-forms but nevertheless in real spirit-intercourse; first
Benedictus and Ahriman, then Maria.)
BENEDICTUS:
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