I were a dreamer if I acted thus.
I spin no dreams about mankind's whole life
With eyes fast closed. I ne'er had use for thoughts
That show themselves and forthwith fade away.
I look at Strader with wide-open eyes;
And see what this man's nature proves to be,
What qualities he hath and how he acts,
And that wherein he fails;--and then I know
I have no option left me but to judge
Of his endowments as I have just done.
As if this man had stood before mine eyes
Already many hundred years ago,
So do I feel him in my spirit now.
And that I am awake--I know full well.
I shall lend my support to Hilary;
For that which must will surely come to pass.
So think his project over once again.
MANAGER:
It will be of more benefit to me
If I think over that which thou hast said.
(Exeunt Manager and Romanus. Johannes comes from another direction,
deep in thought, and sits down on a boulder. Johannes is at first
alone, afterwards appear his Double, the Spirit of Johannes' youth,
and finally the Guardian of the Threshold, and Ahriman.)
JOHANNES:
I was astonished when Capesius
Made known to me how my soul's inner self
Revealed itself unto his spirit's eye.
I could so utterly forget a fact
Which years ago was clear as day to me:--
That all that lives within the human soul
Works further in the outer spirit-realms;
Long have I known it, yet I could forget.
When Benedictus was directing me
To my first spirit-vision, I beheld
Capesius and Strader by this means,
Clear as a picture, in another age.
I saw the potent pictures of their thoughts
Send circling ripples through the world's expanse.
Well do I know all this--and knew it not
When I beheld it through Capesius.
The part of me which knows was not awake;
That in an earth-life of the distant past
Capesius and I were closely knit:
That also for a long time have I known,--
Yet at that instant I did know it not.
How can I keep my knowledge all the time?
(A voice from the distance, that of Johannes' Double.)
'The magical web
That forms their own life.'
JOHANNES:
'And clairvoyant dreams
Make clear unto souls
The magical web
That forms their own life.'
(While Johannes is speaking these lines his Double approaches
him. Johannes does not recognize him, but thinks "the other Philia"
is coming towards him.)
O spirit-counsellor, thou com'st once more;
True counsel didst thou bring unto my soul.
THE DOUBLE:
Johannes, thine awakening is but false
Until thou shalt thyself set free the shade
Whom thine offence doth lend a magic life.
JOHANNES:
This is the second time thou speakest thus.
I will obey thee. Point me out the way.
THE DOUBLE:
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