Like to the very echo of my words
This utt'rance sounds,--yet not quite what I meant.
CAPESIUS:
On close consideration one might find
The opposite of thine own words therein,--
And more distinctly doth this fact appear
When we give heed to this his further speech
'Whoever falsely wakes the mystic mood
It leads his inmost soul but to himself
And weaves betwixt himself and realms of light
The dark veil of his own soul's enterprise.
If this thou wouldst through mysticism seek
Mystic illusion will destroy thy life.'
FELIX BALDE:
This can be nothing else than words of mine
By Strader's spirit-views transformed; in thee
They echo as a grievous mystic fault.
CAPESIUS:
Moreover Strader's final words were these:
'A man can not attain the spirit-world
By seeking to unlock the gates himself.
Truth doth not sound within the soul of him
Who only seeks a mood for many years.'
(Philia appears, perceptible only to Capesius; Felix Balde shows that
he does not comprehend what follows.)
PHILIA:
Capesius, if soon thou markest well
What in thy seeking comes to thee unsought,
'Twill strengthen thee with many-coloured light;
In pictured being it will pierce thee through
Since thy soul-forces show it unto thee.
That which thy self's sun-nature rays on thee
By Saturn's ripened wisdom will be dulled;
Then to thy vision will there be disclosed
That which in earth-life thou canst comprehend.
Then I will lead thee to the guardian
Who on the spirit-threshold keeps his watch.
FELIX BALDE:
From circles which I know not issue words.
Their sound awakes no being full of light
And so they are not fully real to me.
CAPESIUS:
The hint which Philia hath given me
Shall be my guide so that from this time forth
In spirit too may be revealed what I
Already as a man upon the earth,
Can find within the circuit of my life.
Curtain
SCENE 14
The same. Hilary's wife in conversation with the Manager.
HILARY'S WIFE:
That fate itself doth not desire the deed
Which yet my husband thinks imperative,
Seems likely when one views the tangled threads
This power doth weave to form the knot in life,
Which holds us here in its compelling bonds.
MANAGER:
A knot of fate indeed, which truly seems
Unable to be loosed by human sense--
And so, I take it, it must needs be cut.
I see no other possibility
Than that the strand which links thy husband's life
To mine must now at last be cut in twain.
HILARY'S WIFE:
What! Part from thee!--My husband never will.
'Twould go against the spirit of the house
Which by his own dear father was inspired
And which the son will faithfully uphold.
MANAGER:
But hath he not already broken faith?
The aims that Hilary hath now in view
Can surely not be found along the road
His father's spirit ever walked upon.
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