And as he set this message down for me
What were the themes that his soul dwelt upon?
NURSE:
At first the latest of his plans in life
Lived in his thought; then Theodora came
To join him in the spirit; feeling this
His soul did gently leave its body's sheath.
BENEDICTUS:
My thanks to thee, thou faithful soul, for all
Thy services to him whilst yet on earth.
(Exit nurse. Benedictus reads Strader's last words.)
BENEDICTUS: (reading)
'My friend, when I perceived my strength was spent
And saw that opposition to my work
Did not alone from outward sources rise,
But that the inner flaws of my own thought
Were obstacles to check my plan's success,
Once more I saw that vision which I told
Not long ago to thee. But yet this time
The vision ended otherwise. No more
Was Ahriman my foe; a spirit stood
There, in his stead, whom I could clearly feel
To represent my own erroneous thought.
And then did I remember thine own words
About the strengthening mine own soul's powers.
But thereupon the spirit disappeared.'--
There are a few more words,--but I cannot
Decipher them--a chaos covers them
By weaving in a veil of active thought.
(Ahriman appears; Benedictus sees him.)
(There is no longer any illusion about Ahriman. His form is much more
inhuman; his right arm is bone, his right hand a claw, and he has a
cloven hoof.)
BENEDICTUS:
Who art thou, who dost take a shadowed life,
From out my chaos, in the soul's domain?
AHRIMAN (aside):
He sees me, but as yet he knows me not.
And so he will not cause me fearful pain
If I should try to labour by his side.
(To Benedictus.)
I can declare to thee what Strader means
To tell thee further for thy personal good.
And also for thy pupil's mystic path.
BENEDICTUS:
My mystic group will always know itself
To be in touch with Strader's soul, although
The life of sense no longer forms a bridge.
But when a spirit-messenger draws near
And manifests to us from his own worlds,
Then he must needs first win our confidence.
This he can only do if he appears
Without disguise unto our spirit-gaze.
AHRIMAN:
Thou art but striving for self-consciousness:
So stranger spirit-beings, who might wish
To render thee a service, are compelled
To show themselves as parts of thine own self,
If they may only help thee undisguised.
BENEDICTUS:
Whoe'er thou art 'tis sure thou only canst
Serve Good when thou dost strive not for thyself,
When thou dost lose thyself in human thought
To rise newborn within the cosmic life.
AHRIMAN: (aside)
Now is it time for me to haste away
From his environment, for whensoe'er
His sight can think me as I really am,
He will commence to fashion in his thought
Part of the power which slowly killeth me.
(Ahriman disappears.)
BENEDICTUS:
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