I know how closely to my soul are knit
Johannes' life and aims. A stony road
Of fate brought us together; and God's will
Hath hallowed in high spirit-realms our bond.
All this stands out before me e'en as clear
As only truth itself can be. And yet--
Horror o'erpowers me that these lips of mine
Must utterance give to sacrilegious words--
And yet--deep in my soul I hear a voice
Which tells me plainly and repeatedly
Despite my utmost will to fight it down:
'Thou must give up Johannes, let him go.
No longer mayst thou keep him at thy side
If thou wouldst not work evil to his soul.
Alone he must proceed along the road
On which he travels to his longed for goal.'
I know that if thou dost but speak the word
This lying dream will cease to haunt my soul.
BENEDICTUS:
Maria, noble grief leads thee astray
To see the truth yet call it counterfeit.
MARIA:
What I have seen--is truth.... It cannot be!
Between my master's utterance and mine ear
Delusion steals. O speak to me again.
BENEDICTUS:
What I have spoken, thou hast heard aright:
Thy love is noble, and Johannes stands
Close-knit to thee. But love must not forget
That she is wisdom's sister. Long indeed
For his salvation hath Johannes been
With thee united. Now his soul demands,
For its own progress, freedom to pursue
Its aims unhindered. Fate doth not decree
That ye shall be no longer outward friends;
But this it doth demand with strict decree
Johannes' freedom in the spirit-realm.
MARIA:
Still do I hear delusion: so let me
Alone continue speaking, for I know
That thou must understand me without fail.
For sure it is no lying shape will dare
To change the words unto thine ear addressed.
My host of doubts were easily dispersed
If earth-life's tortuous course alone it were
That knits Johannes' soul unto mine own.
But to our bond was lofty sanction given
Which knits soul unto soul eternally.
And spirit-powers did speak with blessings meet
The word that bans all doubt for evermore:
'He hath won truth within th' eternal realms
Because in worlds of sense his inmost self
Already was united with thine own.'
What can this revelation mean to me
If now its very opposite is true?
BENEDICTUS:
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