France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
He looked up. Nana had grown absorbed in her ecstatic
self-contemplation. She was bending her neck and was looking
attentively in the mirror at a little brown mark above her right
haunch. She was touching it with the tip of her finger and by dint of
bending backward was making it stand out more clearly than ever.
Situated where it was, it doubtless struck her as both quaint and
pretty. After that she studied other parts of her body with an amused
expression and much of the vicious curiosity of a child. The sight of
herself always astonished her, and she would look as surprised and
ecstatic as a young girl who has discovered her puberty. Slowly,
slowly, she spread out her arms in order to give full value to her
figure, which suggested the torso of a plump Venus. She bent herself
this way and that and examined herself before and behind, stooping to
look at the side view of her bosom and at the sweeping contours of her
thighs. And she ended with a strange amusement which consisted of
swinging to right and left, her knees apart and her body swaying from
the waist with the perpetual jogging, twitching movements peculiar to
an oriental dancer in the danse du ventre.
Muffat sat looking at her. She frightened him. The newspaper had
dropped from his hand. For a moment he saw her as she was, and he
despised himself. Yes, it was just that; she had corrupted his life; he
already felt himself tainted to his very marrow by impurities hitherto
undreamed of. Everything was now destined to rot within him, and in the
twinkling of an eye he understood what this evil entailed. He saw the
ruin brought about by this kind of “leaven”—himself poisoned, his
family destroyed, a bit of the social fabric cracking and crumbling.
And unable to take his eyes from the sight, he sat looking fixedly at
her, striving to inspire himself with loathing for her nakedness.
Nana no longer moved. With an arm behind her neck, one hand clasped in
the other, and her elbows far apart, she was throwing back her head so
that he could see a foreshortened reflection of her half-closed eyes,
her parted lips, her face clothed with amorous laughter. Her masses of
yellow hair were unknotted behind, and they covered her back with the
fell of a lioness.
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