France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
“Do at least listen to what I came to offer you. I’ve already seen a
town house close to the Parc Monceau—I would gladly realize your
smallest wish. In order to have you all to myself, I would give my
whole fortune. Yes, that would be my only condition, that I should have
you all to myself! Do you understand? And if you were to consent to be
mine only, oh, then I should want you to be the loveliest, the richest,
woman on earth. I should give you carriages and diamonds and dresses!”
At each successive offer Nana shook her head proudly. Then seeing that
he still continued them, that he even spoke of settling money on
her—for he was at loss what to lay at her feet—she apparently lost
patience.
“Come, come, have you done bargaining with me? I’m a good sort, and I
don’t mind giving in to you for a minute or two, as your feelings are
making you so ill, but I’ve had enough of it now, haven’t I? So let me
get up. You’re tiring me.”
She extricated herself from his clasp, and once on her feet:
“No, no, no!” she said. “I don’t want to!”
With that he gathered himself up painfully and feebly dropped into a
chair, in which he leaned back with his face in his hands. Nana began
pacing up and down in her turn. For a second or two she looked at the
stained wallpaper, the greasy toilet table, the whole dirty little room
as it basked in the pale sunlight. Then she paused in front of the
count and spoke with quiet directness.
“It’s strange how rich men fancy they can have everything for their
money. Well, and if I don’t want to consent—what then? I don’t care a
pin for your presents! You might give me Paris, and yet I should say
no! Always no! Look here, it’s scarcely clean in this room, yet I
should think it very nice if I wanted to live in it with you. But one’s
fit to kick the bucket in your palaces if one isn’t in love. Ah, as to
money, my poor pet, I can lay my hands on that if I want to, but I tell
you, I trample on it; I spit on it!”
And with that she assumed a disgusted expression. Then she became
sentimental and added in a melancholy tone:
“I know of something worth more than money. Oh, if only someone were to
give me what I long for!”
He slowly lifted his head, and there was a gleam of hope in his eyes.
“Oh, you can’t give it me,” she continued; “it doesn’t depend on you,
and that’s the reason I’m talking to you about it. Yes, we’re having a
chat, so I may as well mention to you that I should like to play the
part of the respectable woman in that show of theirs.”
“What respectable woman?” he muttered in astonishment.
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