France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
The great distraction was to go to the Batignolles and see her little
Louis at her aunt’s. For a fortnight at a time she forgot all about
him, and then would follow an access of maternal love, and she would
hurry off on foot with all the modesty and tenderness becoming a good
mother. On such occasions she would be the bearer of snuff for her aunt
and of oranges and biscuits for the child, the kind of presents one
takes to a hospital. Or again she would drive up in her landau on her
return from the Bois, decked in costumes, the resplendence of which
greatly excited the dwellers in the solitary street. Since her niece’s
magnificent elevation Mme Lerat had been puffed up with vanity. She
rarely presented herself in the Avenue de Villiers, for she was pleased
to remark that it wasn’t her place to do so, but she enjoyed triumphs
in her own street. She was delighted when the young woman arrived in
dresses that had cost four or five thousand francs and would be
occupied during the whole of the next day in showing off her presents
and in citing prices which quite stupefied the neighbors. As often as
not, Nana kept Sunday free for the sake of “her family,” and on such
occasions, if Muffat invited her, she would refuse with the smile of a
good little shopwoman. It was impossible, she would answer; she was
dining at her aunt’s; she was going to see Baby. Moreover, that poor
little man Louiset was always ill. He was almost three years old,
growing quite a great boy! But he had had an eczema on the back of his
neck, and now concretions were forming in his ears, which pointed, it
was feared, to decay of the bones of the skull. When she saw how pale
he looked, with his spoiled blood and his flabby flesh all out in
yellow patches, she would become serious, but her principal feeling
would be one of astonishment. What could be the matter with the little
love that he should grow so weakly? She, his mother, was so strong and
well!
On the days when her child did not engross attention Nana would again
sink back into the noisy monotony of her existence, with its drives in
the Bois, first nights at the theater, dinners and suppers at the
Maison-d’Or or the Café Anglais, not to mention all the places of
public resort, all the spectacles to which crowds rushed—Mabille, the
reviews, the races. But whatever happened she still felt that stupid,
idle void, which caused her, as it were, to suffer internal cramps.
Despite the incessant infatuations that possessed her heart, she would
stretch out her arms with a gesture of immense weariness the moment she
was left alone. Solitude rendered her low spirited at once, for it
brought her face to face with the emptiness and boredom within her.
Extremely gay by nature and profession, she became dismal in solitude
and would sum up her life in the following ejaculation, which recurred
incessantly between her yawns:
“Oh, how the men bother me!”
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