France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
And in her feeble voice she showed him decisively how useless and
scandalous a duel and a trial would be. He would be a nine days’
newspaper sensation; his whole existence would be at stake, his peace
of mind, his high situation at court, the honor of his name, and all
for what? That he might have the laughers against him.
“What will it matter?” he cried. “I shall have had my revenge.”
“My pet,” she said, “in a business of that kind one never has one’s
revenge if one doesn’t take it directly.”
He paused and stammered. He was certainly no poltroon, but he felt that
she was right. An uneasy feeling was growing momentarily stronger
within him, a poor, shameful feeling which softened his anger now that
it was at its hottest. Moreover, in her frank desire to tell him
everything, she dealt him a fresh blow.
“And d’you want to know what’s annoying you, dearest? Why, that you are
deceiving your wife yourself. You don’t sleep away from home for
nothing, eh? Your wife must have her suspicions. Well then, how can you
blame her? She’ll tell you that you’ve set her the example, and that’ll
shut you up. There, now, that’s why you’re stamping about here instead
of being at home murdering both of ’em.”
Muffat had again sunk down on the chair; he was overwhelmed by these
home thrusts. She broke off and took breath, and then in a low voice:
“Oh, I’m a wreck! Do help me sit up a bit. I keep slipping down, and my
head’s too low.”
When he had helped her she sighed and felt more comfortable. And with
that she harked back to the subject. What a pretty sight a divorce suit
would be! Couldn’t he imagine the advocate of the countess amusing
Paris with his remarks about Nana? Everything would have come out—her
fiasco at the Variétés, her house, her manner of life. Oh dear, no! She
had no wish for all that amount of advertising. Some dirty women might,
perhaps, have driven him to it for the sake of getting a thundering big
advertisement, but she—she desired his happiness before all else. She
had drawn him down toward her and, after passing her arm around his
neck, was nursing his head close to hers on the edge of the pillow. And
with that she whispered softly:
“Listen, my pet, you shall make it up with your wife.”
But he rebelled at this. It could never be! His heart was nigh breaking
at the thought; it was too shameful. Nevertheless, she kept tenderly
insisting.
“You shall make it up with your wife. Come, come, you don’t want to
hear all the world saying that I’ve tempted you away from your home? I
should have too vile a reputation! What would people think of me? Only
swear that you’ll always love me, because the moment you go with
another woman—”
Tears choked her utterance, and he intervened with kisses and said:
“You’re beside yourself; it’s impossible!”
“Yes, yes,” she rejoined, “you must. But I’ll be reasonable. After all,
she’s your wife, and it isn’t as if you were to play me false with the
firstcomer.”
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