Fantasy fiction, English; Horror tales, English; Supernatural -- Fiction
He lay there waiting, wondering vaguely where his two companions were,
yet fear all vanished because he felt attuned to a scale of things too
big to mate with definite dread. There was high anticipation in him, but
not anxiety. Of himself, as Felix Henriot, indeed, he hardly seemed
aware. He was some one else. Or, rather, he was himself at a stage he
had known once far, far away in a remote pre-existence. He watched
himself from dim summits of a Past, of which no further details were as
yet recoverable.
Pencil and sketching-block lay ready to his hand. The moon rose higher,
tucking the shadows ever more closely against the precipices. The silver
passed into a sheet of snowy whiteness, that made every boulder clearly
visible. Solemnity deepened everywhere into awe. The Wadi fled silently
down the stream of hours. It was almost empty now. And then, abruptly,
he was aware of change. The motion altered somewhere. It moved more
quietly; pace slackened; the end of the procession that evacuated the
depth and length of it went trailing past and turned the distant bend.
"It's slowing up," he whispered, as sure of it as though he had watched
a regiment of soldiers filing by. The wind took off his voice like a
flying feather of sound.
And there _was_ a change. It had begun. Night and the moon stood still
to watch and listen. The wind dropped utterly away. The sand ceased its
shifting movement. The Desert everywhere stopped still, and turned.
Some curtain, then, that for centuries had veiled the world, drew
softly up, leaving a shaded vista down which the eyes of his soul peered
towards long-forgotten pictures. Still buried by the sands too deep for
full recovery, he yet perceived dim portions of them--things once
honoured and loved passionately. For once they had surely been to him
the whole of life, not merely a fragment for cheap wonder to inspect.
And they were curiously familiar, even as the person of this woman who
now evoked them was familiar. Henriot made no pretence to more definite
remembrance; but the haunting certainty rushed over him, deeper than
doubt or denial, and with such force that he felt no effort to destroy
it. Some lost sweetness of spiritual ambitions, lived for with this
passionate devotion, and passionately worshipped as men to-day worship
fame and money, revived in him with a tempest of high glory. Centres of
memory stirred from an age-long sleep, so that he could have wept at
their so complete obliteration hitherto. That such majesty had departed
from the world as though it never had existed, was a thought for
desolation and for tears. And though the little fragment he was about to
witness might be crude in itself and incomplete, yet it was part of a
vast system that once explored the richest realms of deity. The
reverence in him contained a holiness of the night and of the stars;
great, gentle awe lay in it too; for he stood, aflame with anticipation
and humility, at the gateway of sacred things.
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