Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. AnstrutherVon Arnim, Elizabeth
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Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. Anstruther
Von Arnim, Elizabeth
British -- Germany -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Germany -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
Dear Mr. Anstruther,--Was it so short? I don't remember. This one shall
be longer, then. Tell me, do you think there is any use in trying to
cure a person of being in love? I have come to the conclusion that it's
hopeless. Such cures must be made from the inside outward, and not from
the outside inward. I thought I was going to stir Vicki to a noble
independence, and you should have heard the speeches I made her.
Sometimes I had to laugh at them myself, they were such extraordinarily
heroic and glowing things for one dripping Fräulein with none too brave
a heart to hurl at another dripping Fräulein with no brave heart at all,
as they trotted along with shortened skirts and umbrellas through
wind-racked, howling forests. Vicki has gone all to pieces again, and
her eyes are redder than ever. I don't know whether it is these November
mists that have done it, but certainly after all my hauling of her up
the rocks of proud self-sufficiency she has flopped back again deeper
than before into the morass in which I found her. It's a perfect bog of
sentiment she's sunk in now. I make her go for ten-mile walks, and aim
at doing them in two hours, thus hoping to bring out her love-sickness
in the form of healthy perspiration, but it's no good. 'Oh,' gasps
Vicki, when we start off up the sombre aisles of pines, and see them
stretching away before us into a gray infinity, and mark their reeking
trunks, black with damp, hoar with lichen, and hear their sighings and
their creakings through the patter of rain on our umbrellas, and feel
their wet breath on our cheeks, 'oh what an empty, frightening world it
is.'
Then I tell her, with what enthusiasm I may, that it's not, that it's
beautiful, that we are young and strong, that our life can be made just
exactly as glorious as we are energetic enough to make it. And she
doesn't believe a word; she simply shakes her head, and moans that she
isn't energetic.
'But you are,' I say with a fine show of confidence. 'Come, let us walk
faster. Who would dare say you were not who saw you now?'
'Oh,' wails Vicki; and trots along blowing her nose.
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